tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2292379812342531362024-03-05T11:46:29.230-08:00From Caterpillars to Butterflies Of this I am CERTAIN.
When God is the one writing your story it NEVER ends with ashes.
The author of CREATION is in the business of restoring the wreckage and all that's broken into something beautiful.
He makes ALL things new.From Caterpillars to Butterflieshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16049816861722051626noreply@blogger.comBlogger292125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-229237981234253136.post-80108429106766608862022-07-29T15:09:00.005-07:002022-08-12T08:59:29.299-07:00Dancing on the Waves <p></p><h1 style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhesvOo97XFYZya0EJT2VRja_L4KETlyTclZBuc9ET0P6nY-m_F_u1HswVjGSFAxUGntqeYxRsSuwaZX1ffmBkdPw8o4GjnRzR70izUHb6poBObe9i3W89kBb4jMeu9XdBJK9rDHu0dnh93rrX3NHGcAVhTFx9qikRvi7gBOmmAQPlifIArXp-1aPq2Ug/s2048/295998968_10227506669350358_5794762093573385698_n.jpg" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="1536" data-original-width="2048" height="240" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhesvOo97XFYZya0EJT2VRja_L4KETlyTclZBuc9ET0P6nY-m_F_u1HswVjGSFAxUGntqeYxRsSuwaZX1ffmBkdPw8o4GjnRzR70izUHb6poBObe9i3W89kBb4jMeu9XdBJK9rDHu0dnh93rrX3NHGcAVhTFx9qikRvi7gBOmmAQPlifIArXp-1aPq2Ug/s320/295998968_10227506669350358_5794762093573385698_n.jpg" width="320" /></a></h1><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><span face="minion-pro, Georgia, Cambria, "Times New Roman", Times, serif" style="color: #524739; font-family: trebuchet; font-size: medium; text-align: left;">Life sure has a way of shifting the ground underneath your feet. There is so much change; expected and unexpected. There are moments of deep sadness and grief and we feel we will not survive it, then just as the tide turns, in the morning we find joy and laughter and healing. We lose jobs, we find them. There is death and there is life. There is weeping and there is dancing. We are creatures of habit; both good and bad. We resist change; especially when it means that something once secure is now being disturbed, tested, shaken. The calm waters begin to move and the current is strong; threatening to pull you out to sea where the ground disappears beneath you and there is a vast unknown expanse ahead of you. </span></div><p></p><p style="-webkit-font-smoothing: antialiased; border-radius: 0px; color: #524739; font-feature-settings: "kern"; font-kerning: normal; line-height: 1.37; margin-bottom: 0.5em; margin-top: 0px; padding: 0px; text-rendering: optimizelegibility; text-size-adjust: 100%;"><span style="font-family: trebuchet; font-size: medium;">I've been away these last few days, alone, to pray, think, read - getaway with Jesus. Every morning and evening I would sit on the dock of the bay and watch the waters pass by. With it, life teeming within it's ebb and flow. Dolphins, manatees, sea snakes, birds, fish, boats and jet skiis. Each morning it would head in one direction and in the evening return, back from where it started. </span></p><p style="-webkit-font-smoothing: antialiased; border-radius: 0px; color: #524739; font-feature-settings: "kern"; font-kerning: normal; line-height: 1.37; margin-bottom: 0.5em; margin-top: 0px; padding: 0px; text-rendering: optimizelegibility; text-size-adjust: 100%;"><span style="font-family: trebuchet; font-size: medium;">I remarked to my mother as I sent her a picture, "It never gets old." <br />She said, "No. It does not. It's always changing." </span></p><p style="-webkit-font-smoothing: antialiased; border-radius: 0px; color: #524739; font-feature-settings: "kern"; font-kerning: normal; line-height: 1.37; margin-bottom: 0.5em; margin-top: 0px; padding: 0px; text-rendering: optimizelegibility; text-size-adjust: 100%;"><span style="font-family: trebuchet; font-size: medium;">The ebb and flow. The coming and going out again of the ocean waters. Into the bay and back out into the ocean once again. The direction changing with the rising of the sun and in its setting. You cannot touch that same water twice because when it returns it is different. What passes you by will not return the same. Seems unsettling. Uncertain. Not to be trusted. <br /><br />But wasn't this God's design? <br />Morning and evening. Spring, Summer, Fall and Winter. The beginning of life and the winter of death. A constant change.</span></p><div class="stanza" style="background-color: white; color: #001320; padding-bottom: 8px; padding-top: 8px; text-align: justify;"><p class="line1" style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding: 0px 25px;"><span style="font-family: trebuchet; font-size: medium;">There is a time for everything,</span></p><p class="line2" style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding: 0px 25px 0px 50px;"><span style="font-family: trebuchet; font-size: medium;">and a season for every activity under the heavens:<br />a time to be born and a time to die,<br />a time to plant and a time to uproot,<br />a time to kill and a time to heal,<br />a time to tear down and a time to build,<br />a time to weep and a time to laugh,<br />a time to mourn and a time to dance,<br />a time to scatter stones and a time to gather them,<br />a time to embrace and a time to refrain from embracing,<br />a time to search and a time to give up,<br />a time to keep and a time to throw away,<br />a time to tear and a time to mend,<br />a time to be silent and a time to speak,<br />a time to love and a time to hate,<br />a time for war and a time for peace.</span></p></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"></div><p></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: trebuchet; font-size: medium;">But in the ebb and flow of change. <br />I hear the Lord say, nevertheless, I am the Lord and I do not change. <br />Underneath our feet, a rock, unchanging, unmoving. <br />Steadfast. <br />Secure. </span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: trebuchet; font-size: medium;"><br /></span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: trebuchet; font-size: medium;">I had a friend who was given a vision of me, sitting just at the edge of ocean, building a sandcastle. Without worry or concern.<br />She said she saw the Lord call me to come out into the water and with great hesitation I responded but would step only where I could firmly plant my feet on the rocks I could find beneath the water. He called me deeper still. With every step I took, He retreated further out, where the shore began to disappear from our sight and there were no more rocks to be found. Just as sure as that tide turns, the wind began to howl, and the waves began to swell. <br /><br />This is where He calls us. <br />Beyond the shore. <br />Where the ground is shifting sand and the change of the tide threatens to pull us out further. <br />Nothing is familiar. Nothing is secure. But in the midst of it all, a Rock beneath our feet even still. <br />It cannot be moved by the fiercest wave. </span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: trebuchet; font-size: medium;"><br /></span></div><p></p><div class="ujudUb" jsname="U8S5sf" style="background-color: white; color: #202124; margin-bottom: 12px;"><i><span style="font-family: trebuchet; font-size: medium;"><span jsname="YS01Ge">You call me out upon the waters</span><br /><span jsname="YS01Ge">The great unknown where feet may fail</span><br /><span jsname="YS01Ge">And there I find You in the mystery</span><br /><span jsname="YS01Ge">In oceans deep my faith will stand</span></span></i></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><div class="ujudUb" jsname="U8S5sf" style="background-color: white; color: #202124; margin-bottom: 12px; text-align: left;"><i><span style="font-family: trebuchet; font-size: medium;"><span jsname="YS01Ge">And I will call upon Your Name</span><br /><span jsname="YS01Ge">And keep my eyes above the waves</span><br /><span jsname="YS01Ge">When oceans rise</span><br /><span jsname="YS01Ge">My soul will rest in Your embrace</span><br /><span jsname="YS01Ge">For I am Yours and You are mine</span></span></i></div><div class="ujudUb" jsname="U8S5sf" style="background-color: white; color: #202124; margin-bottom: 12px; text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: trebuchet; font-size: medium;"><i><span jsname="YS01Ge">Your grace abounds in deepest waters</span><br /><span jsname="YS01Ge">Your sovereign hand will be my guide</span><br /><span jsname="YS01Ge">Where feet may fail and fear surrounds me</span><br /><span jsname="YS01Ge">You've never failed and You won't start now<br /></span></i><i>(Oceans by Hillsong) </i></span></div><span style="font-family: trebuchet; font-size: medium;">Yes, Spirit, lead me where my faith has no borders.<br />Where there are no limits my Trust.<br />Can I trust even when everything seems uncertain and ever-changing? <br />Yes, the answer is a resounding YES! .....Because the wind and the waves still have to obey His voice. <br />He is the author and creator and He is sovereign and there is nothing that passes by in the ebb and flow that Has not passed through His hands first. Let us Trust that He has our feet as the tide goes out once again and threatens to pull us out into the expanse of the unknown. Let us rest in this one thing alone, He's holding us. He, who was BEFORE time and will be even after time cannot be shaken. He knows what has been, and He knows what will be. He is actively moving heaven and earth on your behalf bringing everything together for your good and His glory. <br /><br />Let the seasons change. <br />Embrace every moment. <br />Whether it is to weep or to rejoice. <br />To embrace or to let go. <br />To celebrate or grieve. <br />Because this is His promise to you. <br />He is the Lord. He does NOT change. <br />And He will continue to bring about every GOOD thing He promised for you long ago. <br />Your feet are secure and so is your future. </span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: trebuchet; font-size: medium;"><br /></span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: trebuchet; font-size: medium;">Not too long after my husband died, I sat alone with my Bible and my thoughts. I had so many questions. Such an unknown future ahead for me and my children. So much fear. I looked up from my Bible and saw a vision of Jesus across the room from me. <br />I could have handed Him a cup of coffee. <br />I'm pretty sure He drinks coffee.<br />There with my tightly clenched fists of control, I heard Him speak so gently,<br /> "Are you ready to trust me now?" <br /><br />With those words, every bit of fear, anxiety and control melted away. <br />With my open and empty hands, I knew then and even still, HE CAN BE TRUSTED. <br />I don't have to know the outcome, I don't have to have the answers. <br />As long as He is Lord over my life, I can trust that He will make it good. </span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: trebuchet; font-size: medium;">As long as He is Lord over yours? You can trust He will make it good. <br />If it's not good, then He's not done.<br /><br /><span class="versenum" face="system-ui, -apple-system, "Segoe UI", Roboto, Ubuntu, Cantarell, "Noto Sans", sans-serif, Arial" style="background-color: white; display: inline; font-weight: 700; line-height: normal; position: relative; text-align: start; top: auto; vertical-align: text-top;"> </span><span face="system-ui, -apple-system, "Segoe UI", Roboto, Ubuntu, Cantarell, "Noto Sans", sans-serif, Arial" style="background-color: white; text-align: start;">For I know the plans </span><i style="background-color: white; text-align: start;">and</i><span face="system-ui, -apple-system, "Segoe UI", Roboto, Ubuntu, Cantarell, "Noto Sans", sans-serif, Arial" style="background-color: white; text-align: start;"> thoughts that I have for you,’ says the </span><span class="small-caps" face="system-ui, -apple-system, "Segoe UI", Roboto, Ubuntu, Cantarell, "Noto Sans", sans-serif, Arial" style="background-color: white; font-variant-caps: small-caps; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; text-align: start;">Lord</span><span face="system-ui, -apple-system, "Segoe UI", Roboto, Ubuntu, Cantarell, "Noto Sans", sans-serif, Arial" style="background-color: white; text-align: start;">, ‘plans for<br />peace </span><i style="background-color: white; text-align: start;">and</i><span face="system-ui, -apple-system, "Segoe UI", Roboto, Ubuntu, Cantarell, "Noto Sans", sans-serif, Arial" style="background-color: white; text-align: start;"> well-being and not for disaster, to give you a future and a hope. Jeremiah 29:11</span></span></div><p></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: trebuchet; font-size: medium;"><br /></span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEghXH7iqzfvPoiIlE5zYl_dV7MlmGtAIbUCdscZtU79cTZrq4qayn1QhTaGIurF5phfzEeJz666N-ksBsR7uIuQJ1fhnO2p_SUga0u05MyWey1o4rTj2Ws7zY8zCCbXMcS-ur30eQc-EUKZqRllds75Bl-_393B3l0mCUixnP0REhKiFP6GI5lVdPNPAA/s1639/296050801_10227506670670391_2503381030162254765_n.jpg" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><span style="font-family: trebuchet; font-size: medium;"><img border="0" data-original-height="1639" data-original-width="1230" height="405" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEghXH7iqzfvPoiIlE5zYl_dV7MlmGtAIbUCdscZtU79cTZrq4qayn1QhTaGIurF5phfzEeJz666N-ksBsR7uIuQJ1fhnO2p_SUga0u05MyWey1o4rTj2Ws7zY8zCCbXMcS-ur30eQc-EUKZqRllds75Bl-_393B3l0mCUixnP0REhKiFP6GI5lVdPNPAA/w346-h405/296050801_10227506670670391_2503381030162254765_n.jpg" width="346" /></span></a></div><span style="font-family: trebuchet; font-size: medium;"><br /> </span><p></p>From Caterpillars to Butterflieshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16049816861722051626noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-229237981234253136.post-44644058491216299962019-08-07T05:21:00.002-07:002019-08-07T05:21:41.457-07:00Walking With God<a href="https://1.bp.blogspot.com/-qzTlg1YgkuI/XUrCLZ9VywI/AAAAAAAAoYw/wmWHD1jTdw8Nz6UVA7k2rylCX2w5gpsxwCLcBGAs/s1600/56965407_10218200861390975_7442792597250113536_n.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="clear: left; float: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="791" data-original-width="633" height="320" src="https://1.bp.blogspot.com/-qzTlg1YgkuI/XUrCLZ9VywI/AAAAAAAAoYw/wmWHD1jTdw8Nz6UVA7k2rylCX2w5gpsxwCLcBGAs/s320/56965407_10218200861390975_7442792597250113536_n.jpg" width="256" /></a>It's been 6 years since my husband's death.<br />
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find myself immersed in the Goodness of God. <br />I've had so many people ask
me through the years....."how did you do it?"<br /> My answer is simple. <br /> I walked with God.<br /> I clung to God.<br /> I wept with God.<br /> I grieved with God.<br /> I poured out my heart to God ... with all of its fears and doubts and gratitude.<br /> I have lived life open handed.<br /> I think one of my biggest fears has been abandonment, more loss, more change.<br /> I know the hole it can leave.<br /> I remember the days of no appetite and no tears left to cry. <br /> I know the questions that surface.<br /> The loneliness of a season of loss. <br /> But I've done it beside the One who knows my heart better than anyone else.<br /> Beside the One who grieved with me.<br /> Beside the One who knows best how to bless me.<br /> Beside Jehovah Jireh...the One who provides.<br /> And Jehovah Rohi....my gentle shepherd<br /> Jehovah Elohim....my powerful God<br /> Abba....my Father<br /> El Roi....my God who sees<br /> El Shaddai....my safe refuge<br /> Jehovah Nissi ...my banner<br /> Jehovah Rapha....my healer<br /> Jehovah Shalom....my peace<br /> HE was the One who was with me at midnight when I was all alone. <br /> You see friends......there is nothing I've needed that I haven't found in Him. <br /> He is I AM.<br /> I wasn't promised a life without heartache but I was promised who He would be for me in the midst of it. <br />
I've simply walked with God and one step at a time He's led me to open
spaces, given me beauty where I've only known devastation, joy in my
places of deep deep sorrow, and has given me a heart of thankful praise
in place of resignation and despair. <br /> My secret?<br /> Walking with God.....<br /> It changed EVERYthing. <a class="_58cn" data-ft="{"type":104,"tn":"*N"}" href="https://www.facebook.com/hashtag/fromcaterpillarstobutterflies?source=feed_text&epa=HASHTAG"><span class="_5afx"><span class="_58cm"></span></span></a><br />
<br />From Caterpillars to Butterflieshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16049816861722051626noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-229237981234253136.post-86898095258998673842019-02-11T09:50:00.002-08:002019-02-11T10:44:00.427-08:00We Don't Grieve as Those who Have No Hope<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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<b style="font-family: "trebuchet ms", sans-serif;"><i>Those things that are happening to you in THIS moment *HERE* are preparing you for promises and the GOOD things He's got stored up for you for tomorrow. </i></b><br />
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;"><br />It's hard to imagine the JOYS that are set before you, especially in the face of grieving. Or in the middle of your struggle. Or in the midst of suffering. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">But OH! how we place so much weight on the endurance part. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms", sans-serif;">But if we could only understand that there IS a joy that lies before us----THROUGH this. </span><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms", sans-serif;">In the middle of this.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">That *THIS* isn't all there IS......</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;"><br />Romans 8:28 says this: We are convinced that every detail of our lives is continually woven together to fit into God's perfect plan of bringing good into our lives, for we have been called to fulfill His designed purpose.<br /><br />And yes....even through [this]....whatever it is you're going through NOW is preparation for tomorrow.<br /><br />See the HOPE in THAT promise?!<br /><br />How can we despair when we know there is GOOD that waits on the other side of this momentary struggle here?<br /><br />1 Thessalonians 4:13 says that we as children of the MOST HIGH GOD don't grieve as those who have no hope. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">It doesn't say we don't grieve. And we KNOW that in this world we will have trouble. (John 16:33) but in our grief, in our struggles, in our heartache, there is a HOPE. There is a JOY before us. A PROMISE- that God is working, rearranging things....bringing about a GOOD thing. In spite of what you see here NOW. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms", sans-serif;">KNOWING that He is there....CLOSE to all whose hearts are crushed by pain. Psalm 34:18</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">Seeing HIS face at midnight. When the grief is so consuming.<br />KNOWING that He is GOOD. Even when we don't understand.<br />KNOWING He has a plan. Even when our future seems so uncertain. <br /></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">I can truly tell you that you can find JOY in the midst of your mourning. <br />You can find miracles while you're waiting for THE miracle you are longing for. <br />You can find PROMISES while you're waiting on THE PROMISE. <br /></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">And you will find He's been there all along. Behind you. Beside you. Ahead of you.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">Can you TRUST Him?<br />You may not understand now. But one day you will. You will look behind you and see how this moment here was strengthening your resolve. Increasing your faith. Refining you as GOLD in the fire. Teaching you His heart. His character. His Truth.<br />I've learned more about the heart of God in the midst of my greatest heartache than I ever did before.<br />I've seen His strong hand steady me when my own strength failed me.<br /><br />He is faithful...and I'm convinced He is nearer to you now in this hard place than He ever was before. It's okay to collapse into His strong arms and let Him carry you. It's okay to weep and admit that you just don't have any answers. But just remember.....we don't grieve like those who don't have any HOPE.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">I know you have questions.<br />I know it hurts.<br /><b><i>Believe me I know. </i></b><br /><b><span style="font-size: large;">I also know how He has grabbed my face.....looked at me with His own grieving heart....knowing He was grieving with me....and asking me....."Do you TRUST me?" </span></b></span></div>
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From Caterpillars to Butterflieshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16049816861722051626noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-229237981234253136.post-91796091000087425172019-01-08T10:17:00.002-08:002019-01-08T10:17:44.682-08:00For His Name's Sake<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">A couple of years before my husband passed away we were believing for things. BIG things. Impossible things. </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">One morning, in my prayer time, while I was doing mama things, I struggled in my believing. <br />"God I know you are a God who answers prayers....but WILL you do this.....for ME?"</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">I heard Him clearly speak to my spirit, "I WILL get the glory, FOR. MY. NAME'S SAKE."<br />I didn't understand.<br />"What does that mean? For your name's sake?" </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">He spoke again.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">"Those who put their trust in me will not be ashamed."<br />I knew that He was fueling me with HOPE. Increasing my faith. Infusing me with believing that WHATEVER circumstances we may face------GOD *WILL* (hear me friends) GOD WILL GET THE GLORY. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Maybe He was preparing me in that moment for even greater believing. Preparing me for the deepest grief I would ever face. Preparing me for the hardest things I would ever have to endure. Maybe He was setting my feet in concrete with confidence in His sovereignty. All I know is....those words never left me.<br /><br />FOR HIS NAME'S SAKE.....I WILL NOT BE PUT TO SHAME. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">How can tragedy be for His name's sake?<br />How can this possibly be GOOD?<br /></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Here is what we miss in the struggle. <br />He is the Alpha. The beginning. The Omega. The ending. </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">.....and every moment in between. <br /><br />Grace permeates every moment of our existences. In the darkness. In the celebration. In the grief. In the laughter. In our tears and in our dancing.....there is GRACE. </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">If we choose to see it.<br />If we choose acknowledge it.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">There are miracles to be experienced even in this place. <br />In our deepest sadness....His face is most clearly seen. His Truth becomes our anchor when the waves are violent and too big for us. </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;"><br />Just like Peter....if we could just fix our gaze on HIM. If we could just SEE Him. Through this moment here.<br />To look beyond our questions. Our doubts. Our fears......and TRUST.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">That is what it comes down to.<br />TRUST. <br />Trust that He is GOD.....and He will, in spite of our own gut-wrenching heartache.....do impossible things.....FOR HIS NAME'S SAKE. </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;"><br />He honors our faith.<br />For His name's sake.<br />ANYONE who calls on the name of the Lord.....HE WILL DELIVER THEM.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">John Piper said this:</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: "Merriweather Web", Georgia, "Times New Roman", Times, serif; font-size: 26px; text-align: center;">“The foundation of God’s love for us is his commitment to his own glory.”</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">He *IS* mercy.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">He *IS* life. <br />and He *WILL* bring beauty from brokenness and HOPE in the most hopeless situation.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">You can believe that HE WILL take what's meant for your destruction and turn it around bring something GOOD from it. <br /><br />You WILL experience hard times. There will be grief that we have to face. <br />BUT HE IS GOOD...and He staked His own life on your salvation.....He will not forsake you. He will NEVER abandon you to hopelessness. <br /><br />There are questions I will NEVER have the answers to.<br />But this I do know. My life is a testimony to this......He made a covenant with me that He fully intends to keep.<br />And that is to bring glory to Himself THROUGH my situations - no matter what we face. <br /><br />Whatever you are experiencing today....lean in closer to Him....you can Trust Him....you may not understand right now and that's ok. You can TRUST that he is committed to you and that for the sake of His own reputation....He will be glorified even in THIS. </span>From Caterpillars to Butterflieshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16049816861722051626noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-229237981234253136.post-40590575447147767002018-12-31T05:52:00.000-08:002018-12-31T05:52:12.175-08:00He Goes Before Us <a href="https://4.bp.blogspot.com/-uhWFphoGhvg/XCoem7MAYSI/AAAAAAAAiYk/s1L-S7MmyJs22I0CGrgfY_7zGZD_uCeeACLcBGAs/s1600/KJp-7.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="clear: left; float: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="1068" data-original-width="1600" height="266" src="https://4.bp.blogspot.com/-uhWFphoGhvg/XCoem7MAYSI/AAAAAAAAiYk/s1L-S7MmyJs22I0CGrgfY_7zGZD_uCeeACLcBGAs/s400/KJp-7.jpg" width="400" /></a><span style="background-color: white; color: #1d2129; font-family: Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px;">This morning I was reminded of a scripture that I posted on New Year's Eve 2012, before I EVER knew the events of 2013 that awaited my family.</span><br />
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Psalm 139:5 I look behind me at 2012 and you’re there, then up ahead at 2013 and you’re there, too! ("I know Who goes before me. I know who stands behind! The God of Angel armies is always on my side!")</div>
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That's the secret to LIVING secure ---- in spite of tragedy.<br />In spite of unforeseen circumstances.<br />KNOWING that God has us surrounded. </div>
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He's gone before us...........</div>
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Everywhere we look, we see His sovereign hand.<br />How can we fear, when we know He's been there.<br />He's ALREADY there.</div>
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He KNEW the heartache that we would experience in just a few months. He KNEW the things we would have to face. He KNEW the JOY that awaited us on the other side of restoration. He knew the GRACE that would sustain us and the deep abiding JOY we would experience in our deepest grief.</div>
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He is SO good.<br />In our darkest night.....He is STILL good.<br />
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Things may not look like you thought they would.<br />Things may be HARD right now.<br />You may be in the middle of your darkest night.<br />You may be coming to the end of your hardest year. You may have to face some hard things tomorrow.....<br />BUT THIS YOU CAN COUNT ON.<br />He is GOOD through all of it and He can be trusted.<br />He's already gone before you and He has GRACE for you in 2019. He has GOOD things for you in 2019. He has HOPE for you in 2019. He has MIRACLES for you in 2019. He has JOY for you in 2019.</div>
From Caterpillars to Butterflieshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16049816861722051626noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-229237981234253136.post-27941807779816485382018-10-12T11:10:00.003-07:002018-10-12T11:25:52.583-07:00What NOW? Navigating a life interrupted.<div class="" data-block="true" data-editor="a2ji7" data-offset-key="fs9mc-0-0" style="background-color: white;">
<span style="color: #1d2129; font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif; white-space: pre-wrap;">5 years ago our lives were drastically changed. Everything we knew was upended, our future was in question and I was left asking a very BIG and unsettling "WHAT NOW?" </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Losing my husband and my children's father was enough to navigate through, but, OH! the CHANGE.....</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">The next few years presented more detours, so many decisions, more challenges, more questions, and SO MUCH MORE that God was asking of me than I ever could have anticipated. And OH! the GRACE.....</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Being a single mom in a very demanding world, with 4 children to raise, a house to manage and a future I could not picture left me holding my breath some days. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">With every change.
With every decision.
With every challenge.
With every question....came MORE Grace.
I cannot express to you ENOUGH how important it is to quiet yourself before the Lord and wait for Him to speak. To wait for His direction. To wait for GRACE. To wait for PEACE. To wait for WISDOM.
To wait....on HIM.
And after a while....after you've waited?
To keep moving.
That's the thing.
To keep moving and see every step forward from a God-perspective.
They say time heals all wounds.
Maybe.
But for me? It's perspective. From that tragic moment....perspective gave me HOPE. Perspective kept me from drowning. Perspective gave me focus. Perspective kept me determined to chase after my destiny and keep teaching my kids how to chase theirs. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">I will never ever doubt the Sovereignty of God.
His intentionality towards us, even in our mess, even in our failures, even in our sin, even in our weakness....He is SO persistent. SO faithful. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">I remember the panic I felt over the fear of change.
The irrational fear of losing everybody and everything I loved.
"What NOW?" became a question of fear. What more could the Lord possibly ask of me?
How much more change?
But hear me when I say this....</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">When He asks something of you.....there's always an exchange of Grace.
There's always provision. There's always MORE than enough wisdom. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">At the end of the 1st year the school my kids were attending closed its doors.
I'd always said to my husband...until God shuts these doors this is where we are supposed to be.
Never imagining myself standing at a closed door faced with yet another decision. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">But this time? I was making it without my husband.
Just like Jesus ..... in a quiet moment ..... I asked Him, "What NOW?"
And friends....He answered me.
As I sat at my computer, He gave me immediate PEACE. I KNEW where my kids were supposed to be.
OH! But the questions. The doubt. There's NO way....</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Except for this one Truth. When God speaks a thing...He's already MADE the way.
True to His word. He made provision and we not only found a school. We found FAMILY. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">At end of the 2nd year I was sitting in silence talking to Jesus when I heard Him say, "It's time go."
My. Heart. Stopped. Beating. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">As soon as I heard Him say that I KNEW. I knew it was time to pack up and move.
To sell the only home my kids ever knew.
And go where?
I'll admit there were moments I couldn't breathe.
But I kept reminding myself of His words to me KNOWING that if He was asking this of me, He had already prepared a place for me.
That was a journey I was not prepared for.
Because just as I began the process of getting my house ready, the Lord had one more thing to ask.
Not only are we leaving our home, not knowing where we are going to find ourselves.....we were now leaving our church family of 16 years, the only church my kids had ever known, MY lifeline, and going to a place where I had NO family. I didn't know a single person there.
But I DID know that is where the Lord was calling us to. And I knew I had to go.
That was the only answer I could give.
"I have to go." </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Through ugly crying....that's all I could say. "I HAVE to go."
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You cannot navigate around what you are supposed to journey through.</b></i></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">It did not take long for me to see....looking back....every step that led me here. </span></div>
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<span style="color: #1d2129; font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">I felt a lot like Abraham. </span><br />
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<span style="color: #1d2129; font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">You would find me there still on April 23, 2013 if it weren't for the Grace of God nudging me, guiding me, speaking to me and leading me into a hopeful future.</span><span style="color: #1d2129; font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;"> If I had only KNOWN that GRAND things He had in mind for us.<br />But I didn't.<br />I just had to TRUST.<br />....and listen.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">The rivers in the wasteland. The Lord making a way in the desert. Provision, favor and blessings. Beauty where there was once devastation. Joy in the places of deep deep sorrow. Clothing our hearts in thankful praise in exchange for resignation and despair. Isaiah 61</span><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">....and there it is. In the pages of my Bible.</span><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">This is my story. </span><span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">My testimony.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #e06666; font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;"><span style="background-color: white;"><b><span style="font-size: large;">When the Lord restored us, we were like those who dreamed. Our mouths were filled with laughter, our tongues with songs of Joy. It was said among the nations, "the Lord has done great things for them!"</span><br /><span style="font-size: large;">The Lord HAS done great things for us and we are filled with joy. Those who sow with tears will reap with songs of joy. </span>Psalm 126</b></span></span></div>
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<a href="https://1.bp.blogspot.com/-wgiDWBVV478/TJ5BUmK-U2I/AAAAAAAAG0w/QU4WLEG2KEkNmvxtwa9umx286G5NvvghQCPcBGAYYCw/s1600/100_3171.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="clear: left; float: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="1205" data-original-width="1600" height="150" src="https://1.bp.blogspot.com/-wgiDWBVV478/TJ5BUmK-U2I/AAAAAAAAG0w/QU4WLEG2KEkNmvxtwa9umx286G5NvvghQCPcBGAYYCw/s200/100_3171.JPG" width="200" /></a><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">Every day I am reminded of how <i><b>INTENTIONAL</b></i> the Father is towards me. </span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">In love. </span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">In kindness.....</span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">Even today. On my birthday. I woke feeling a little sad....a little longing. </span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">He QUICKLY reminded me....HOW near He is. How He holds me. How He loves me. Through His words to me. Through His Holy Spirit. Through others. </span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">I opened a new journal I received from a friend and inside on the FIRST page read these words:<br />"Why am I so sad? Why this turmoil within me? Keep HOPING and WAITING on the Lord. <b>No matter what. </b> I will STILL sing with praise." </span></span><br />
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><b>No matter what.</b></span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">I will bring praise. <br />I will be grateful. </span></span><br />
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">I remember the day my husband passed away....some of my first words were "WHY NOW?" </span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">My tears were HOT and ANGRY.</span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">Why NOW?</span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">I had SO many questions. </span></span><br />
<a href="https://2.bp.blogspot.com/-X8dTnnG6ehw/TSxt_BvFa0I/AAAAAAAAGfI/ZFu91yzyAnc_bEB7FpeQLBqbRjmNI5shgCPcBGAYYCw/s1600/IMAG1160.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="clear: right; float: right; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="1200" data-original-width="1600" height="240" src="https://2.bp.blogspot.com/-X8dTnnG6ehw/TSxt_BvFa0I/AAAAAAAAGfI/ZFu91yzyAnc_bEB7FpeQLBqbRjmNI5shgCPcBGAYYCw/s320/IMAG1160.jpg" width="320" /></a><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">But even in my grief. Even in my doubts. Even in my FEARS......</span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">I heard Him.</span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">He whispered to this broken heart of mine answer after answer after answer to every word I spoke.</span></span><br />
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<i><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">"He *IS* near to the brokenhearted"</span></span></i><br />
<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">I could feel Him. </span></span><br />
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">When 2013 began I had NO idea the things that we were about to face and where the years ahead would take us.</span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">And still I began my year expectantly. With HOPE. </span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">The days before He passed away the Lord spoke things deep into my heart about FEAR. About HOPE. About FAITH. Little did I know how purposeful He was in making those words so real and tangible for me. HOW I would need them in the days ahead. <br /><br />My friends. He is SO intentional.</span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">He knows what season you are in and how long you will be there.<br />He knows what's ahead and will prepare you for that exact moment. <br /><b>No matter what.</b></span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">And no matter WHAT lies ahead we waiting expectantly and with HOPE knowing that He holds us. </span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">In our kicking and screaming. In our weeping and our grieving. In our celebrations and joys.<br /> </span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">He feels what we feel. <br />And He holds us steady. <br />He HOLDS us.<br />Knowing what tomorrow brings and bringing it all together leaving only beauty. <br />Because that's His promise to us. To bring beauty from ashes.</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">We expect Him to be GOOD. We expect Him to be KIND. We expect Him to show up and BE everything we need Him to be in each season. We expect Him to COME.</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">In *EVERY* season. In each year. KNOWING He is the AUTHOR. He is the FINISHER. and He is GOOD. <b> No matter what.</b></span></span>From Caterpillars to Butterflieshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16049816861722051626noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-229237981234253136.post-79318093425278135012017-12-08T06:14:00.001-08:002017-12-08T06:25:28.005-08:00Waiting for the Promise<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;"><span style="background-color: white; color: #141823; line-height: 21.4667px;">God is silent.<br /><b><i>"But He promised!"</i></b></span></span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #141823; font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">We begin to entertain questions and doubt begins to take root in what was once pregnant with FAITH and HOPE.</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #141823; font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;"><br />What we forget to recognize is that God IS moving, rearranging, </span><b style="color: #141823; font-family: "trebuchet ms", sans-serif;">waiting with PURPOSE---ON purpose.</b><span style="background-color: white; color: #141823; font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;"> </span><br />
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">GOD can not, WILL not, be hurried.</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">Jesus replied, <span class="woj"><b><i>“You don’t understand now what I am doing, but someday you will.”</i></b> John 13:7</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">Oh how we struggle with this one.</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">We feel restless.</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">We want answers and we want them NOW.</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">Now we see things imperfectly, like puzzling reflections in a mirror, but then we will see everything with perfect clarity. All that I know now is partial and incomplete, but then I will know everything completely, just as God now knows me completely. </span></span><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-weight: normal;"><br />1 Corinthians 13:12</span></span></span></h1>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">Can you trust a God who isn't OBLIGATED to explain His actions to you?</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">The comfort lies in this TRUTH.<br />He is GOOD. His intentions are GOOD. What He began ..... He will <b><i>finish.</i></b></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">And every action, every purpose of His heart, every intention is laced with GOOD and to bring about His PERFECT will for your life. </span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">Can I TRUST Him, NOT knowing. Can I trust Him without requiring explanations and details. Can I TRUST Him and trust His heart for me is GOOD. Can I trust that He will lead me into every good thing He prepared for me long ago?<br /><br />Friend, His heart for you is only GOOD. You may not understand what He is doing NOW but one day you will if you'll just hang on and allow Him to work it all out for YOUR GOOD and to His GLORY.</span> </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;"><span style="background-color: white; color: #141823; line-height: 21.4667px;">Waiting *WITH* God.</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #141823; line-height: 21.4667px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #141823; line-height: 21.4667px;">In absolute TRUST.</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #141823; line-height: 21.4667px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #141823; line-height: 21.4667px;">His ways are beyond ours. His thoughts grander than ours.</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #141823; line-height: 21.4667px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #141823; line-height: 21.4667px;">We could not possibly fashion things in such a DIVINE and perfect way.</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #141823; line-height: 21.4667px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #141823; line-height: 21.4667px;">Why? Because He sees things we can't see. He knows things we may never know.</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #141823; line-height: 21.4667px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #141823; line-height: 21.4667px;">He's got plans.</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #141823; line-height: 21.4667px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #141823; line-height: 21.4667px;">BIG ONES. It will be worth the wait. He's true to His word 100% of the time.</span></span>From Caterpillars to Butterflieshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16049816861722051626noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-229237981234253136.post-18409447125859763882017-12-02T06:17:00.023-08:002022-02-21T10:58:01.822-08:00The GOOD That Lasts<div data-block="true" data-editor="7l855" data-offset-key="b140q-0-0" style="background-color: white; color: #1d2129; white-space: pre-wrap;">
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<a href="https://1.bp.blogspot.com/-I6CJF5oRSyQ/WiK10b0m-8I/AAAAAAAAhLI/zUG9sjMfyGke1_ePfPdgAZcOSZJpUyUTQCLcBGAs/s1600/20901026_10213391426918119_8863731819646736129_o.jpg" style="clear: left; float: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="1080" data-original-width="1080" height="320" src="https://1.bp.blogspot.com/-I6CJF5oRSyQ/WiK10b0m-8I/AAAAAAAAhLI/zUG9sjMfyGke1_ePfPdgAZcOSZJpUyUTQCLcBGAs/s320/20901026_10213391426918119_8863731819646736129_o.jpg" width="320" /></a></div><div class="_1mf _1mj" data-offset-key="b140q-0-0" style="direction: ltr; position: relative;"><span face=""trebuchet ms" , sans-serif">Shortly after Justin passed away I remember thinking that I wished I'd had more video. More pictures. Or that I could see him in my dreams. I have only had a few dreams since. The other night I had a dream about him. All I can remember is that we were laughing. Surrounded by people and activity. But in our own little world. Laughing. When I woke up I felt like I'd been with him. That he was still here. </span></div></div><div data-block="true" data-editor="7l855" data-offset-key="ev1q9-0-0" style="background-color: white; color: #1d2129; white-space: pre-wrap;"><div class="_1mf _1mj" data-offset-key="ev1q9-0-0" style="direction: ltr; position: relative;"><span data-offset-key="ev1q9-0-0"><span face=""trebuchet ms" , sans-serif">Another dream I had was of us dancing. </span></span></div></div><div data-block="true" data-editor="7l855" data-offset-key="70v25-0-0" style="background-color: white; color: #1d2129; white-space: pre-wrap;"><div class="_1mf _1mj" data-offset-key="70v25-0-0" style="direction: ltr; position: relative;"><span data-offset-key="70v25-0-0"><span face=""trebuchet ms" , sans-serif">He spun me around and dipped me....I was laughing. </span></span></div></div><div data-block="true" data-editor="7l855" data-offset-key="h1tf-0-0" style="background-color: white; color: #1d2129; white-space: pre-wrap;"><div class="_1mf _1mj" data-offset-key="h1tf-0-0" style="direction: ltr; position: relative;"><span face=""trebuchet ms" , sans-serif">I noticed something very profound. </span></div></div><div data-block="true" data-editor="7l855" data-offset-key="44bkm-0-0" style="background-color: white; color: #1d2129; white-space: pre-wrap;"><div class="_1mf _1mj" data-offset-key="44bkm-0-0" style="direction: ltr; position: relative;"><span data-offset-key="44bkm-0-0"><span face=""trebuchet ms" , sans-serif">I could be dreaming of the hard times. The struggles. The tears. </span></span></div></div><div data-block="true" data-editor="7l855" data-offset-key="5bn97-0-0" style="background-color: white; color: #1d2129; white-space: pre-wrap;"><div class="_1mf _1mj" data-offset-key="5bn97-0-0" style="direction: ltr; position: relative;"><span data-offset-key="5bn97-0-0"><span face=""trebuchet ms" , sans-serif">Because I don't have to tell you....</span></span><br /><i style="font-family: "trebuchet ms", sans-serif;"><b>marriage is HARD.</b></i></div></div><div data-block="true" data-editor="7l855" data-offset-key="dikcd-0-0" style="background-color: white; color: #1d2129; white-space: pre-wrap;"><div class="_1mf _1mj" data-offset-key="dikcd-0-0" style="direction: ltr; position: relative;"><span data-offset-key="dikcd-0-0"><span face=""trebuchet ms" , sans-serif"><i><b>marriage is WORK. </b></i> </span></span></div></div><div data-block="true" data-editor="7l855" data-offset-key="7u2e0-0-0" style="background-color: white; color: #1d2129; white-space: pre-wrap;"><div class="_1mf _1mj" data-offset-key="7u2e0-0-0" style="direction: ltr; position: relative;"><span data-offset-key="7u2e0-0-0"><span face=""trebuchet ms" , sans-serif">We had difficult seasons. We had hard times. </span></span></div><div class="_1mf _1mj" data-offset-key="7u2e0-0-0" style="direction: ltr; position: relative;"><span face=""trebuchet ms" , sans-serif">But standing back and seeing the BIGGER picture I can see it. </span><b style="font-family: "trebuchet ms", sans-serif;"> The beauty that lasts. </b></div></div><div data-block="true" data-editor="7l855" data-offset-key="8uqev-0-0" style="background-color: white; color: #1d2129; white-space: pre-wrap;">The struggle is part of the story.</div><div data-block="true" data-editor="7l855" data-offset-key="816lc-0-0" style="background-color: white; color: #1d2129; white-space: pre-wrap;">The struggle makes us stronger. The struggle makes us better if we'll let it.</div><div data-block="true" data-editor="7l855" data-offset-key="81daf-0-0" style="background-color: white; color: #1d2129; white-space: pre-wrap;"><i>But if all we can see is this moment here. If we get stuck in the struggle.</i>....<b><i>we might lose hope and never know the GOOD that lasts beyond those moments. <span style="font-size: large;"> </span></i></b></div><div data-block="true" data-editor="7l855" data-offset-key="3ua11-0-0" style="background-color: white; color: #1d2129; white-space: pre-wrap;">I remember just a month before he died. God gave me a beautiful revelation. The Lord was so patient and kind and gracious to me to allow my husband and I room to grow and learn what it means to love another person like Christ. I know I've said it before. Our last year together was truly our best. </div><div data-block="true" data-editor="7l855" data-offset-key="ahlgf-0-0" style="background-color: white; color: #1d2129; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span data-offset-key="4rrr5-0-0">I wrote this a month before he went home to be with Jesus. 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I look back over my relationship with my husband and I am amazed. I am amazed as I see how God's hand was in it ALL. Especially in the hard seasons and growing times. He's not always been my knight in shining armor..... and I unfairly held him to standards that he could NOT meet except for time to allow HIM to grow in GRACE and ME to grow in LOVE. He's not on facebook but I shared this with him. I am sharing this on HERE to show regard and honor for HIM as a husband and a FATHER and testify to how GOOD God is. How FAITHFUL He is to His word. And how GRATEFUL I am for GODLY INFLUENCES to hang in there ---even in the hard times. When everything is against you....to keep going against the grain and DO THE RIGHT THING....do the HARD thing at times. TO HONOR and CHERISH and LOVE and RESPECT and BLESS when your flesh is fighting those very things thinking you're entitled to HAPPY EVER AFTER as if the MEDIA actually got it right. Heaven on EARTH and HAPPY EVER AFTER is what you *MAKE IT*. For many years (even against conflicting advice) I lived by the verse, \"It's the LORD'S kindness that leads men to repentance.\" But even in THAT I was being a martyr. It was ME who needed to show kindness as if *I* had no NEED of repentance. As if I was the one who got it right and he needed to step it up. I look back and see how often HE put forth such an effort to LOVE me and SHOW *ME* kindness when I was so critical and judgmental of who he was as a person. Things which would not be sinful or wrong but things that I did not prefer. I was trying to fit him into another mold. Into another person instead of *********Appreciating and valuing the man that he IS. ********* How many times I have failed as a wife and a mother........how grateful I am for grace :'( But we came to a particular day when I was overwhelmed at the effort I saw him putting forth. How much I felt the LOVE of God through HIM. I felt transparent and ashamed. Suddenly I realized......that many times it is *I* who needed kindness the most. My husband is a GREAT man. He loves GOD passionately and praises Him with all of His heart. He studies the word \"to show himself approved\". His LOVES his children DEARLY and he loves me ----enthusiastically, and whole heartedly. His character amazes me in the face of what many people have allowed....he has drawn lines and standards he's refused to budge from. He is so quick to make friends of strangers. His heart is full of joy. He's quick to laugh at what I don't always find funny and I just appreciate that his heart is LIGHT and he finds JOY in the smallest of things. He will have a tea party with my daughter and take time to wrestle with my boys. He spends time on homework and projects and has done the Mr. MOM thing so incredibly far beyond my expectations. He does LIFE with my kids well. He puts them to work with him and teaches them the value of hard work. He's quick to show affection in front of the kids wanting to show them the value of it. He's a GREAT husband. A GREAT father. and a GREAT man of God and I fall more in love with him every day. It's not Father's day and our anniversary is 2 months away. But today was the perfect day to HONOR my husband. I am grateful that he loves me for better or worse. In my darkest seasons when I was most unlovable HE'S shown me more grace. I am grateful for HIM and for those who of who took time to read this :) because TODAY I needed to honor my husband. ALL that he does and ALL that IS and HOW He's shown me the kindness of a Savior and the LOVE of God. Reevaluating and breaking down my box of preconceived notions and ideas. 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That's what is EVERLASTING. </b></i></span></div><div data-block="true" data-editor="7l855" data-offset-key="2ous9-0-0" style="background-color: white; color: #1d2129; white-space: pre-wrap;">For our light, momentary affliction (this slight distress of the passing hour) is ever more and more abundantly preparing and producing and achieving for us an everlasting weight of glory [beyond all measure, excessively surpassing all comparisons and all calculations, a vast and transcendent glory and blessedness never to cease!], Since we consider and look not to the things that are seen but to the things that are unseen; for the things that are visible are temporal (brief and fleeting), but the things that are invisible are deathless and everlasting.</div><div data-block="true" data-editor="7l855" data-offset-key="3i73r-0-0" style="background-color: white; color: #1d2129; white-space: pre-wrap;">2 Corinthians 4:17-18 </div><div data-block="true" data-editor="7l855" data-offset-key="4cln0-0-0" style="background-color: white; color: #1d2129; white-space: pre-wrap;">
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</div></div>From Caterpillars to Butterflieshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16049816861722051626noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-229237981234253136.post-36314271776437080012017-10-28T07:49:00.001-07:002017-10-28T07:49:16.969-07:00I am No Victim<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">My life is all the music lyrics....</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">I pray with music.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">I worship with music.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">I meditate with music.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">I ponder with music.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;"><br />So when a friend introduced me to this song I had ALL the feels. This is MY story. </span><br />
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<i><span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"><b>He’s not just reviving.</b></span></i><br />
<i><span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"><b>Not simply restoring. </b></span></i><br />
<i><span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"><b>Greater things have yet to come.</b></span></i><br />
<i><span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"><b>I do not wonder</b></span></i><br />
<i><span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"><b>If His plans for me are good.<br />If He'll come through like He should.</b></span></i><br />
<i><span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"><b>Cause He is provision.</b></span></i><br />
<i><span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"><b>and enough wisdom </b></span></i><br />
<i><span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"><b>to usher in my brightest days.</b></span></i><br />
<i><span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"><b>To turn my mourning into praise.</b></span></i><br />
<i><span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"><b>I am defined by all His promises.</b></span></i><br />
<i><span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"><b>Shaped by every word He says. </b></span></i><br />
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Ok. I will admit that there are moments when I feel sorry for myself. When life becomes overwhelming and I cry out to God, "I didn't CHOOSE this! I don't WANT to do this alone!" </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;"><br />That when He gently reminds me in His compassion and gentleness, "My dear, you were never meant to do this alone." </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">He is so good to me in those moments of doubt. In those moments of fear and insecurity. He makes His presence known. In subtle ways. In grand and glorious ways. <br />But He always makes Himself known in ALL of my moments...simply to remind me....He is sovereign. He is ONLY good. <br /></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Recently I had come to the end of a really really hard day. I sat in the floor of the shower, feeling the hot water wash over me and in my utter exhaustion I whispered, "God I don't WANT to do hard anymore. Haven't I endured enough?</span><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">" <br />It was a silly question....and I wanted to withdraw my words as quickly and honestly as I spoke them. "In this world....you will have tribulation....but take HEART....I have overcome the world." </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Life is messy. Life is hard. Life is unfair. But if I get lost in the questions, the whys and what-ifs then I miss it. <br />His promise to me.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Not JUST coming into my darkest moments and bringing me a kind of comfort that only He can bring.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">But His promise is that GREATER things are still to come.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">There's still more. <br />His story doesn't end with ashes and brokenness. <br />You were created with a purpose. For such a time as this.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">He is so kind and intentional and He's always gently leading us FORWARD to those greater things. Towards Kingdom things.<br />The temporary grief of this moment doesn't even COMPARE with what's to come. <br /><br />No----we are not victims. <br />We live with HOPE.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">And there is always a future for those who trust in Him even in our darkest hours. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">Her places of brokenness and seasons of grief. Her seasons of loss and tears. Her dreams of tomorrows shattered into pieces leaving her with a future of unknowns. </span><br />
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;"> As I read that verse over and over again I remember like it was yesterday the moment my world as I knew it crumbled and I looked at the faces of my children, offering them consolation that could only come from God's Word, and thought to myself, "What NOW? What are we going to do?"</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">And there it was, in black and white, on the pages in my lap.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">My tomorrows, full of doubts, fears and uncertainties, are NOW. Today, THIS moment....I look around and </span><b><i><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">see it. </span><span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">The rivers in the wasteland. </span></i></b></div>
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<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">Sitting there, reading through Isaiah, I became so overwhelmed with gratitude. That where there was death, what I thought would once consume me....became a tomorrow full of promise and blessings. Favor and SUCH mercy.<br /><br />I carried those thoughts with me in my heart throughout the day, feeling this quiet gratitude for NOW. Gratitude for what was, and gratitude for what is NOW.<br />Nothing is as I thought it would be.....but at the core of all that is, is SO MUCH GRACE.<br />Driving down the road, making small talk with my oldest, our conversation turned to memories of daddy.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">After talking for a while he said, "Mom....we are so blessed."<br />He seemed surprised....that this life that we are living could only be a miracle. A testimony that God will heal broken places, and do impossible miracles. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">The promise that even in the midst of your darkest places, there is this HOPE. This promise....and that He will do something new.<br /><br />So I shared my heart with my son because I too wanted him to <b><i>see it. </i></b></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">That only God could breathe something new into the ruins we find ourselves in. That when we find ourselves in over our heads...He promises it won't consume us. To cling to him with every bit of strength we have left and know that the same Grace that took us through yesterday is still with us in this moment and will carry us through into our tomorrows. And that those tomorrows are full of hope and promise. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">As we were talking I remembered our pastor praying over my husband not too long before he passed away. He looked at my husband and said, "The Lord wants you to know that He WILL fulfill His promises to you and your family. When those around you look at you they will marvel at the GOOD things He has done."<br /><br />God was making a promise to him that day......that everything was going to be okay. He WOULD NOT abandon the works of His hands. He WOULD FULFILL HIS PROMISES TO US and our family would be a testimony to the Goodness of God. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">Turning our mourning into dancing. Beauty from ashes.</span></div>
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">It's who He is, my friends.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">What the enemy meant for my undoing, God brought restoration, and did a new thing. </span><br />
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">And here we are today....a living, breathing testimony to the goodness of God.<br />That He is Healer, He is Provider, He is Restorer, He is comforter, He is our Peace.<br />In our yesterdays, in our todays and in all of our tomorrows.<br />HOPE for a future full of GOOD things. </span><br />
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From Caterpillars to Butterflieshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16049816861722051626noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-229237981234253136.post-64644985215525942082017-10-03T04:59:00.002-07:002017-10-03T05:03:32.738-07:00Enlarged in the Waiting<div data-block="true" data-editor="4jfr8" data-offset-key="ckp1q-0-0" style="-webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px; background-color: white; color: #1d2129; font-style: normal; font-weight: normal; letter-spacing: normal; orphans: 2; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: pre-wrap; widows: 2; word-spacing: 0px;">
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<span data-offset-key="ckp1q-0-0"><span data-text="true"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">All you see now is NOT all there is.</span></span></span></div>
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<span data-offset-key="ch460-0-0"><span data-text="true"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">What was once summer and alive and blooming is now falling from the trees, dying, and decaying. The dreams of summer are beginning to go dormant.</span></span></span></div>
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<span data-offset-key="es02v-0-0"><span data-text="true"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">But all you see NOW is not all there is though this moment is necessary.</span></span></span></div>
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<span data-offset-key="55tac-0-0"><span data-text="true"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">This transition. A silence. A season of what was once alive to be buried beneath the cold and quiet snow. </span></span></span></div>
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<span data-offset-key="7ibh8-0-0"><span data-text="true"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">But we begin to lose hope when our seasons last longer than we thought they should.</span></span></span></div>
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<span data-offset-key="pqs7-0-0"><span data-text="true"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">Or when it doesn't LOOK like we thought it should look like.</span></span></span></div>
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<span data-offset-key="drakv-0-0"><span data-text="true"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">We grasp for signs of life. Signs of what COULD be.</span></span></span></div>
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<span data-offset-key="9sv9m-0-0"><span data-text="true"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">But what if we could just BE in this moment here?</span></span></span></div>
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<span data-offset-key="dbf61-0-0"><span data-text="true"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">Once upon a time when I was in the middle of a significant transition a stranger said to me, "Don't resent the process".</span></span></span></div>
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<span data-offset-key="96r0g-0-0"><span data-text="true"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">Process means PROGRESS.</span></span></span></div>
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<span data-offset-key="cmkre-0-0"><span data-text="true"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">I had been stuck in this moment, thinking this uncomfortable place was a permanent place of residence for me. This restlessness I was feeling was never going to end.</span></span></span></div>
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<span data-offset-key="4dtqa-0-0"><span data-text="true"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">But it was a process.</span></span></span></div>
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<span data-offset-key="c4av1-0-0"><span data-text="true"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">In the process he was preparing.</span></span></span></div>
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<span data-offset-key="7qjkk-0-0"><span data-text="true"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">He was making ME.</span></span></span></div>
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<span data-offset-key="cm3hp-0-0"><span data-text="true"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">There were things He was fashioning within me that prepared me for the things that were ahead. He was preparing the place I would come to. Rearranging the circumstances in perfect order for when the time came to move into the next season.</span></span></span></div>
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<span data-offset-key="e4e3-0-0"><span data-text="true"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">It didn't LOOK like spring. What it looked like was the death of dreams. I was grieving what was. I was fearful of all that was ahead. I didn't feel the warmth of summer. It was quiet. Lonely and cold.</span></span></span></div>
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<span data-offset-key="5evv1-0-0"><span data-text="true"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">But in the transition He had a plan.</span></span></span></div>
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<span data-offset-key="1cukc-0-0"><span data-text="true"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">He ALWAYS had a plan.</span></span></span></div>
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<span data-offset-key="9rv5b-0-0"><span data-text="true"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">My friends.....He ALWAYS has a plan.</span></span></span></div>
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<span data-offset-key="1mk05-0-0"><span data-text="true"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">Can you trust Him in the process?</span></span></span></div>
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<span data-offset-key="5j4l3-0-0"><span data-text="true"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">Can you hold on to Him KNOWING there's SO.MUCH.MORE to come? That what you see now.....is not all there is.</span></span></span></div>
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<span data-offset-key="cferb-0-0"><span data-text="true"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">And we are enlarged in the waiting.</span></span></span></div>
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<span data-offset-key="31tvn-0-0"><span data-text="true"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">Hope is increased.</span></span></span></div>
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<span data-offset-key="2s5l6-0-0"><span data-text="true"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">Faith swells within us as we wait. We rest in that hope. We TRUST in that hope. Knowing there is a new day dawning. Spring always comes. But this moment here is NECESSARY. We can kick and scream and fight it or we can embrace it knowing there is purpose even HERE. </span></span></span></div>
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<span data-offset-key="2s5l6-0-0"><span data-text="true"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms";"><br /></span></span></span></div>
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<span data-offset-key="2s5l6-0-0"><span data-text="true"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms";">And there is goodness here. Because HE is here. It doesn't look like what you thought it would but there are other things happening. Those things which you cannot see, happening beneath the surface. And those things which you can see. </span></span></span></div>
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<span data-offset-key="a8urv-0-0"><span data-text="true"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">He can be trusted. </span></span></span></div>
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<span data-offset-key="2ntes-0-0"><span data-text="true"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">He is good. He is KIND. And every thing is does comes from the kindness and goodness of our loving Father. He can only BE good. In all of our seasons. No matter what things look like. </span></span></span></div>
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<b></b><i></i><u></u><sub></sub><sup></sup><strike></strike><br />From Caterpillars to Butterflieshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16049816861722051626noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-229237981234253136.post-87744881711228987182017-08-11T17:31:00.002-07:002017-08-11T17:31:47.766-07:00The Morning Shines Brighter<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">Have you ever noticed how BRIGHT the sunshine is after the blackest night? How welcome the blue skies are after the rain? Everything feels new and instead of rehearsed and unthinking every breath is taken in so intentionally. It's that calm after the storm. The rainbow that paints the sky as the sun emerges after the rain. </span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">Joy comes in the morning.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">We praise the day when the sun shines again.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">We long for it.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">We count the days.....waiting.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">Can we find anything beautiful in the waiting? Can we find redemption in the night? Can we sing through crushed spirit and grief so heavy it steals our breath? </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">These are those moments when I find the most beauty. When the beauty that I DO find is such a miracle. Such a saving grace. When my song, be but a whispered prayer, is the sweetest. Raw. Unfiltered. Pure emotion. Crying out to God. </span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">And HE'S there.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">These are the moments I find Him the CLOSEST. When His presence is MOST evidence.<br />Not for ONE moment does He ever forsake us, or abandon us to grieve on our own. No. That would surely crush us. <br /><br />He is NEARER.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">He reaches through that black night and is all that we need in that moment.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">That's the miracle.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">When we don't know what to do. When we don't have the words to say. When we can't even catch our next breath. He is what we need.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><br />Joy comes in the morning.....but this too is where I have found joy. <br />Joy comes in my mourning.<br />In my sadness.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">In my doubt.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">In my sorrow and grief.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">In my fears and weakness.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">There is joy. There is hope.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">There is a PROMISE that morning will come yes. But until it does, He sits and waits with us. Wiping our tears. Preserving us. Sustaining us. In the MOST unexpected place. That's my miracle and my joy. HE is my JOY.</span><br />From Caterpillars to Butterflieshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16049816861722051626noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-229237981234253136.post-58905941599821635332017-07-23T16:28:00.001-07:002018-06-21T07:49:22.896-07:00He is Present at Midnight<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;"> I remember the moment as if it were yesterday. </span><br />
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">......That moment when I found out my husband wasn't ever coming home. The moment my life was forever changed. I remember the feelings so vividly that I can almost reach out and touch them. </span><br />
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">I remember the deep grief I felt and I can still hear my loud cries ringing in my ears. I can still feel the stomach ache I felt in the pit of my stomach when the reality swept over me like a wave tossing a ship out in the sea....."what am I going to do?" </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">"I. Am. A. Widow."</span></div>
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">These are kind of things you read in books. The stories you see in movies. The stories you hear on the news. But this wasn't supposed to happen to me. This wasn't supposed to touch MY life. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">As if I were exempt from life's heartache. As if I got to opt-out of unexpected tragedy and grief and doing the hard things. No. I was now among them.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">The night crept so quickly on us and the events of that evening were a blur. I put my children to bed and opened my Bible. I read Psalm 71 through whispered prayer. I read over the tear-stained pages for what felt like hours.... "do not abandon me when my strength is failing. God you have taught me from my youth. Even still I declare Your wondrous works and miracles. Even when I am old and gray....do not abandon me until I declare Your mighty strength to this generation. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">You will restore me to life again. You will bring me up from depths of the earth." </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">His Words were all I could speak that night.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">HIS WORDS. His Words that brought me life in the midst of death. His Words that spoke HOPE to me when I was stripped of all that I knew. His Words that spoke a FUTURE to me when the future that I thought I knew was no longer an option. HIS WORDS SPOKE PEACE. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;"> I laid down sometime in the dark hours of the morning but sleep eluded me. Throughout the night a friend sent scripture after scripture. She stayed awake with me....texting me.....HIS WORDS. </span><br />
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">Then I saw Him. </span><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">At the foot of my bed. I knew it was Him.....a vision of Him....a dream, maybe, but it was MY REALITY. He was there. He whispered so lovingly and so assuringly....."Why are you looking for the living among the dead. He is not here."</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;"><br /><i>No.</i></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;"><i>He is not here. <br />He will never be here again.</i></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif; text-align: center;">But I didn't argue. </span><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;"><i><br /></i></span><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">Jesus' words brought peace in the midst of my blackest night. </span><br />
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">He. Is. Not. Here.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">He is HOME. </span><br />
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">I had visions of my husband in Heaven, worshipping. </span><br />
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">Worshipping was one of the things he most loved to do. My tumultuous heart was suddenly brought to rest. </span><br />
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">In spite of my world spinning around me, the chaos of the moment, there was this stillness. This peace. This comfort. This PRESENCE........a presence that never left my side. He was so present and His presence was SO evident. </span><br />
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms";">Weeping with me, nudging me to keep moving, holding me when I just needed to be held.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms";"> <i> "This is what it means to be held when the sacred is torn from your life and you survive. This is what it is to be loved and to know that the promise was that when everything fell we'd be held"-Natalie Grant</i></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms";">My husband played that song often.....and to this day I know it was for ME. To remember those words in this moment and know that I would be HELD when my world crumbled around me. That were would be something to stand on when the earth fell beneath my feet. I would be held. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms";">I have never been more sure of the Sovereignty of God than I was in that moment. (and even still) because when the darkness seemed as if it were going to swallow me whole, it was when I saw Him shine the brightest. When the noise was deafening....the noise of all of the questions....the fears.....the doubt.....HIS voice was louder. His arms were stronger. </span><br />
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms";">This is what I learned that night.....</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms";">He is PRESENT at midnight.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms";">He is in the MIDST of your storm. </span><br />
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms";">There is no night so dark that you can't find Him there. </span><br />
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms";">He was already there, waiting to be what I needed Him to be for me there. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms";">This is my story.....this is MY God.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;"><span class="text Ps-18-6" style="-webkit-font-smoothing: antialiased; box-sizing: border-box; position: relative;">In my distress [when I seemed surrounded] I called upon the <span class="small-caps" style="-webkit-font-smoothing: antialiased; box-sizing: border-box; font-variant-caps: small-caps; font-variant-numeric: normal;">Lord</span></span><br style="box-sizing: border-box;" /><span class="text Ps-18-6" style="-webkit-font-smoothing: antialiased; box-sizing: border-box; position: relative;">And cried to my God for help;</span><br style="box-sizing: border-box;" /><span class="text Ps-18-6" style="-webkit-font-smoothing: antialiased; box-sizing: border-box; position: relative;">He heard my voice from His temple,</span><br style="box-sizing: border-box;" /><span class="text Ps-18-6" style="-webkit-font-smoothing: antialiased; box-sizing: border-box; position: relative;">And my cry for help came before Him, into His <i style="box-sizing: border-box;">very</i> ears. </span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;"><span class="text Ps-18-6" style="-webkit-font-smoothing: antialiased; box-sizing: border-box; position: relative;">He made MY darkness His hiding place. </span><span style="background-color: #fdfeff; color: #001320; font-weight: bold; text-align: justify;">He reached down from on high and took hold of me; </span><span style="background-color: #fdfeff; color: #001320; text-align: justify;">he drew me out of deep waters. My </span>God turns my darkness into light.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;"><span class="text Ps-18-32" id="en-NIV-14151" style="-webkit-font-smoothing: antialiased; box-sizing: border-box; position: relative;">It is God who arms me with strength<span class="crossreference" data-cr="#cen-NIV-14151BT" data-link="(<a href="#cen-NIV-14151BT" title="See cross-reference BT">BT</a>)" style="box-sizing: border-box; line-height: 22px; position: relative; top: 0px; vertical-align: top;"></span></span><br style="box-sizing: border-box;" /><span class="indent-1" style="-webkit-font-smoothing: antialiased; box-sizing: border-box;"><span class="text Ps-18-32" style="-webkit-font-smoothing: antialiased; box-sizing: border-box; position: relative;">and keeps my way secure. He trains my hands for battle. Y</span></span>our right hand sustains<span class="crossreference" data-cr="#cen-NIV-14154BY" data-link="(<a href="#cen-NIV-14154BY" title="See cross-reference BY">BY</a>)" style="box-sizing: border-box; line-height: 22px; position: relative; top: 0px; vertical-align: top;"></span> me. Psalm 18</span></div>
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From Caterpillars to Butterflieshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16049816861722051626noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-229237981234253136.post-32215766130225852462017-06-26T12:52:00.001-07:002017-06-26T13:16:50.729-07:00Navigating through your Seasons with Grace<div style="background-color: white; color: #1d2129; margin-bottom: 6px; text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><b><i>"How you end a season is what ushers you into the next."-Daniel Bashta</i></b></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">I don't know how you entered this season. Or what kind of season you had before this. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">I have had seasons of transition, seasons of change. New places, new people, new home, new friends, new city.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">S</span><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">easons of grief and heartache. Having to face the hard things. That moment when "till death do us part" became a reality after only 15 years. Our last year was our BEST year. A season of blessings and provision, favor and miracles....became a season of grieving. Having to raise our 4 children without their dad. There have been seasons of growth and learning. Some of those seasons were hard, dark and lonely. But it was in those moments I have learned so much about the character of God. I have learned more about His word and His promises in these times than any other. I have learned so much about myself and have experienced the most growth when seasons were the hardest.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">I have had seasons of tears, seasons of healing, seasons of brokenness, and seasons of celebration and joy. </span></div>
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<a href="https://4.bp.blogspot.com/-lxWgP6kpoGY/U7xjmk0ISiI/AAAAAAAAZsc/sDSjmXdxC4cfeJFyLCYdHxEkP9i5lPXXgCPcBGAYYCw/s1600/women%2525252Cnature%2525252Csuitcase%2525252Ctravel%2525252Cvintage%2525252Cwoman-f65065a93b93d0320c903f4aec09ba4e_h.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="clear: right; float: right; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="500" data-original-width="377" height="400" src="https://4.bp.blogspot.com/-lxWgP6kpoGY/U7xjmk0ISiI/AAAAAAAAZsc/sDSjmXdxC4cfeJFyLCYdHxEkP9i5lPXXgCPcBGAYYCw/s400/women%2525252Cnature%2525252Csuitcase%2525252Ctravel%2525252Cvintage%2525252Cwoman-f65065a93b93d0320c903f4aec09ba4e_h.jpg" width="301" /></a><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;"> What you do during the season you find yourself in, your response, your perspective, will determine how you end it...an<span class="text_exposed_show" style="display: inline;">d how you end it will determine how you enter the next one.<br />Seasons are temporary. Transition and change is inevitable. </span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">I do know this.....God is at work in every single one.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">Winter is dark and cold and every fruit and flower bearing plant lies dormant. Life ceases for a moment. But underneath the ground a seed is breathing and maturing....growing beneath the surface....waiting for spring to usher in new life. </span></div>
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<b><span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: large;"><i>The activity of Heaven is constant and His Truth is an anchor through every one.</i></span></b></div>
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<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">But we come to resent the process. Longing to find a short cut. Wanting to forgo this leg of the journey. It's uncomfortable and HARD. Sometimes painful and exhausting. Grief. Transition. Unforeseen circumstances.....everyday LIFE. </span><span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: large;"><i><b>We try to navigate around what we are supposed to journey THROUGH. </b></i></span><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">When life gets uncomfortable the last thing we want to do is endure. We become restless and agitated and long to be ANYwhere but HERE. </span><br />
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<a href="https://4.bp.blogspot.com/-m8qHOjAxowU/U7xjmhYro6I/AAAAAAAAZsg/bA8VF8pff_wUHd1Nnjr7MZ3qeXrL53GPwCPcBGAYYCw/s1600/walking-away.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="clear: left; float: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="869" data-original-width="1000" height="347" src="https://4.bp.blogspot.com/-m8qHOjAxowU/U7xjmhYro6I/AAAAAAAAZsg/bA8VF8pff_wUHd1Nnjr7MZ3qeXrL53GPwCPcBGAYYCw/s400/walking-away.jpg" width="400" /></a><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">You may not necessarily appreciate it now but <span style="font-size: large;">what God is doing today is preparation for tomorrow.</span> </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">He's always one step ahead of you. </span><br />
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">It's in those moments we have to remind ourselves.....</span></div>
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<a href="https://4.bp.blogspot.com/-m8qHOjAxowU/U7xjmhYro6I/AAAAAAAAZsg/bA8VF8pff_wUHd1Nnjr7MZ3qeXrL53GPwCPcBGAYYCw/s1600/walking-away.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="clear: right; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 1em;"><span style="color: #1d2129; font-size: large;">God is here too.</span></a></div>
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God is at work.<br />
Preparing. Reshaping. Undoing things that needed to be undone.<br />
Confirming things that needed to be confirmed. Sharpening our focus and shaping our vision. Fueling our faith and passion. There is work to be done {HERE}.<br />
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and <b>THIS</b>.....this, my friend, is our resolve through EVERY season.</div>
<span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: large;"><b><i>.....but *NONE* of these things MOVE me.....that I may finish my course with JOY. Acts 20:24</i></b></span><br />
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Be DETERMINED. Be PERSUADED. Be IMMOVABLE. Be DILIGENT. Be CONFIDENT. Refuse to BUDGE from your CONVICTIONS. Hold FAST to the WORD of God. RESOLVE to STAND on His Promises......and you will finish STRONG.</div>
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From Caterpillars to Butterflieshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16049816861722051626noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-229237981234253136.post-33554356269040447022017-04-22T05:35:00.001-07:002017-04-22T05:35:48.343-07:00David's Last Words<div class="" data-block="true" data-editor="ev123" data-offset-key="5ilhn-0-0" style="background-color: white; color: #1d2129; white-space: pre-wrap;">
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<span data-offset-key="5ilhn-0-0"><span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">THESE......are David's *LAST* words. (2 Samuel 23) you know.....the David who messed up ROYALLY?</span></span></div>
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<span data-offset-key="dt1fk-0-0"><span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;"><i>The David who slept with another man's wife and then purposefully had him stand in the FRONT line of battle so he'd be killed? </i></span></span></div>
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<span data-offset-key="5s3pt-0-0"><span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;"><b>THIS man....</b></span></span></div>
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<span data-offset-key="59hqj-0-0"><span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">His last words were not ones of regret.</span></span></div>
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<span data-offset-key="8ji51-0-0"><span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">His last words were . </span></span><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;">TESTIFYING to the SAVING GRACE of God</span></span></div>
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<span data-offset-key="dmcto-0-0"><span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">THESE are the last words of the man *exalted by the Most High God. *ANOINTED by the God of Jacob. The SWEET Psalmist. </span></span></div>
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<span data-offset-key="6lb0p-0-0"><span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: large;"><b>THE GOD WHO SET THINGS RIGHT FOR DAVID.</b></span></span></div>
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<span data-offset-key="27hlc-0-0"><span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">David says, "Is not my house right with God? Has he not made with me an everlasting covenant? Ordered in ALL things....ARRANGED and SECURED in every part? Will *HE NOT BRING TO FRUITION MY SALVATION, caused me to prosper and GRANT ME MY EVERY DESIRE?</span></span></div>
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<span data-offset-key="124rh-0-0"><span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">THIS David.</span></span></div>
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<span data-offset-key="ar0od-0-0"><span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">His last words were ones of <i><span style="font-size: large;">REDEMPTION. and RESTORATION.</span></i></span></span></div>
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<span data-offset-key="4ldsb-0-0"><span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">His identity did not lie in the mistakes he made but rather in WHO God set him apart to be. WHAT God set him apart to DO.</span></span></div>
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<span data-offset-key="1mhtk-0-0"><span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">It doesn't matter what lies behind you.</span></span></div>
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<span data-offset-key="7u838-0-0"><span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">It doesn't matter the mess you find yourself in now.</span></span></div>
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<span data-offset-key="9koc0-0-0"><span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: large;"><b>What matters is how you FINISH.</b></span></span></div>
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<span data-offset-key="249m3-0-0"><span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">What matters is what God DOES from HERE. </span></span></div>
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<span data-offset-key="5mfcg-0-0"><span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">He is the Alpha and Omega. </span></span></div>
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<span data-offset-key="adcq8-0-0"><span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">The beginning and the end. </span></span></div>
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<span data-offset-key="dntd8-0-0"><span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">That means that wherever He found you..... whatever the mess He found you in .....He has no intention of leaving you there! </span></span></div>
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<span data-offset-key="701sj-0-0"><span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Only God can take what was meant to destroy you and make you an overcomer that you could even rise from the ashes and lay hold of all that Christ has already laid hold of for you.</span></span></div>
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<span data-offset-key="9uhav-0-0"><span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">There is a joy set before you and you're not meant to stay in the ashes. His story for you does not end here. </span></span></div>
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<span data-offset-key="8br5-0-0"><span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">He is the God of all that is behind you... And the God of all that is ahead of you. He is the Great I AM! The God of right here and right now. He is the God of the hope and the future planned for you long ago! </span></span></div>
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<span data-offset-key="2sdai-0-0"><span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Wherever you are today... This is not the end of your story. </span></span></div>
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<span data-offset-key="9dngd-0-0"><span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Finish with Him and your end will be greater than your beginning! And *YOUR* last words will be words of HOPE, RESTORATION and REDEMPTION!!!!!</span></span></div>
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From Caterpillars to Butterflieshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16049816861722051626noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-229237981234253136.post-48916092114666235052017-04-04T06:34:00.000-07:002018-11-06T10:30:13.009-08:00He's a GOOD Father<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">"How can such a GOOD God allow such heartache? So much grief?</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">How often I hear these words......</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">My children are being raised without their father. I am doing life without my husband. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">But here's the Truth in this war-torn, heart-broken world. <br />He IS Good. </span><br />
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;">He can't be anything BUT Good.</span> </span><br />
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">Everything He does.....</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">everything He speaks.....</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">every purpose and intention of His heart is ONLY good. </span><br />
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">We were promised that in this world we WILL have heartache. If you've lived any length of time in this sin ravaged world then you know.....you will hurt.....you will break.....and it will be hard. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">But have we FORGOTTEN??! The same GOD that was in the MIDST Of the LION'S Den with Daniel is in the midst of your mess here </span><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">and NOW!</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">The SAME God that walked THROUGH the fire with <span style="background-color: white; color: #6a6a6a;">Shadrach</span><span style="background-color: white; color: #545454;">,</span><span style="background-color: white; color: #6a6a6a;">Meshach</span><span style="background-color: white; color: #545454;"> and </span><span style="background-color: white; color: #6a6a6a;">Abednego is the same God that has never for one moment ABANDONED you to go it alone. He has never withdrew Himself from your circumstances or your situation. He is the MIDDLE of it. </span></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; color: #6a6a6a;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">We are NOT exempt from the hard things. But the God who SUSTAINED Elijah in the middle of a drought by calling the ravens to bring him food is the SAME God who will KEEP you and SUSTAIN you and BRING you *THROUGH*.</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #6a6a6a; font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;"><span style="background-color: white;">And what the enemy meant to use to harm you will become a part of your testimony of a FAITHFUL and GOOD God. <span style="font-size: large;">THIS season will either become a memorial of His miracles</span> (because I can assure you...miracles DO await you) <b><i>or a memorial of your mess. </i></b> </span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #6a6a6a; font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;"><span style="background-color: white;">So often we want to go AROUND our circumstances or skip the process altogether. But we miss the MIRACLES that await us when we see it through to the other side. We miss the GRACE that's in the middle of it all. We miss the GLORY that's revealed in us, in our circumstances and the<span style="font-size: large;"><b> testimonies that become the TROPHIES of His Grace</b></span> when we refuse to embrace the season that we're in. </span></span><br />
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From Caterpillars to Butterflieshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16049816861722051626noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-229237981234253136.post-70880736950576146512016-08-24T07:53:00.002-07:002016-08-24T07:54:41.227-07:00Take it BACK!<a href="https://3.bp.blogspot.com/-CNpyGMucJJo/VkSiR63utLI/AAAAAAAAa3U/4wUnprJgSEwzq6pRehxtWHyVjAumQP3zgCPcB/s1600/alone%2Bgirl%2B%25282%2529.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="clear: right; float: right; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 1em;"><img border="0" height="212" src="https://3.bp.blogspot.com/-CNpyGMucJJo/VkSiR63utLI/AAAAAAAAa3U/4wUnprJgSEwzq6pRehxtWHyVjAumQP3zgCPcB/s320/alone%2Bgirl%2B%25282%2529.jpg" width="320" /></a><span style="color: #222222;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">It would be far easier for me to surrender to defeat.</span></span><br />
<span style="color: #222222;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">Surrender to "what is".</span></span><br />
<span style="color: #222222;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">To give up hope of anything ever being different than it is in this moment HERE. </span></span><br />
<span style="color: #222222;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">Sometimes breaking {FREE} takes effort. </span></span><br />
<span style="color: #222222; font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">Sometimes it's a grit-your-teeth-dig-in-your-heels-bulldog-determination refusing to allow {THIS} to be the finale. </span><br />
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<span style="color: #222222;"><b><i><span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: large;">When the curtains close I want to be dancing.</span></i></b></span><br />
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<span style="color: #222222;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">But there are days when I don't FEEL like dancing.</span></span><br />
<span style="color: #222222;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">Days when I don't feel like {JOY}.</span></span><br />
<span style="color: #222222;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">Days when I </span><span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: large;"><i><b>can't even</b></i></span><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">......</span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #222222;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;"><br /> Sometimes those days turn into weeks and weeks turn into seasons. But if we're not careful those seasons can consume us and rob us of every GOOD thing. Every joy. Every blessing. Because, sweet friend, God. doesn't. change. </span></span><br />
<span style="color: #222222;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">Our circumstances do.</span></span><br />
<span style="color: #222222;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">Our EMOTIONS do. (Heaven help us!) They attach themselves to whatever the situation at hand calls for. They're fickle at best never predictable. </span></span><br />
<span style="color: #222222;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">But GOD. NEVER. CHANGES. He's still just as much committed to you now as He ever was. His promises and plans for you have never changed. </span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #222222;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;"> If He hasn't changed then neither has His </span></span><span style="color: #222222; font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">word for you. The freedom He has for you. The peace He has for you. And the JOY He has for you. </span><br />
<span style="color: #222222;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">You don't find your freedom by surrendering to your circumstances. You find your freedom in taking back whatever was taken from you. </span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">Have you lost your joy?!?!? Take it back!</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">Your peace? It belongs to you! Take it back! </span></div>
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<a href="https://1.bp.blogspot.com/-8bYI-JmIByU/U85TyoQYaVI/AAAAAAAAZyI/H9KYFf7dtlMVeJDVDjEwvkv0hbl7Z6JGQCPcB/s1600/tumblr_ld88q2aLsP1qbyklo.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="clear: right; float: right; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 1em;"><img border="0" height="267" src="https://1.bp.blogspot.com/-8bYI-JmIByU/U85TyoQYaVI/AAAAAAAAZyI/H9KYFf7dtlMVeJDVDjEwvkv0hbl7Z6JGQCPcB/s400/tumblr_ld88q2aLsP1qbyklo.jpg" width="400" /></a><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;"> For me? Right now? I'm taking back my health. And I'm not going to get it by sitting on my couch nursing my aches and pains. I'm going to get it back by eating right, moving and pushing myself. Some days may be slow. Some days I may ache. But I can't stop and won't stop. </span><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">I'm not going to get energy by waiting till I feel like it. I'm going to keep moving, even if there are days it is a SLOW CRAWL......I am going to take. it. back. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;"> I know there are seasons for Grace. Days when you can't even. Allow yourself that rest but know that THIS IS NOT THE FINALE. THIS IS NOT THE END. <b> <span style="background-color: white; color: #1d2129; line-height: 16.08px;">We are to go from faith to faith not from problem to problem. Your greatest struggles and most difficult circumstances are God's greatest opportunities</span></b></span><span style="background-color: white; color: #1d2129; font-family: "helvetica" , "arial" , sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16.08px;">! </span><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">GOD has the final say. NOT your circumstances, not your sickness, not your grief. TRUTH has the final say. Heaven wins. So GET UP......dust yourself off and KEEP. MOVING. One step at a time. One day at a time. Take back what belongs to you! </span></div>
From Caterpillars to Butterflieshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16049816861722051626noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-229237981234253136.post-8442547031221399132016-08-22T10:03:00.002-07:002016-08-22T10:31:47.213-07:00The View From the Top<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">I climbed a mountain today. Well, Kennesaw Mountain. But it might as well have been Everest.</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">It wasn't pretty.</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">In fact, it was downright ugly.</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">I got a small glimpse of the view from the top about halfway up. </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">Every cell in my body and every fiber of my BEING was screaming "CLOSE ENOUGH! You fought a good fight. But here is where we bow out." </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">I wouldn't have been ashamed to tuck tail, turn around and gladly make my descent. </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">At least I gave it a good effort. </span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">As people ran----no. GLIDED past me-effortlessly, LEAPING over rocks and rough terrain I felt my inhibitions and inability grow GREATER by the second. </span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">No. I came to climb this mountain and that is what I will do. I came for the view. </span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">I turned the corner and there it was. The plateau of the mountain with a view for miles. </span></span><br />
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">......and.....then as I mopped myself dry I gasped for breath, completely battleworn and exhausted, eyeing those who came up behind me smiling with makeup in tact and an air of perfume in the air!??! The perfume was CERTAINLY not coming from my direction! (HOW they managed to get up here without breaking a sweat is beyond me.) But for ME? I made it. </span></span><br />
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">For you more experienced exercise enthusiasts this was NOT an easy climb for me. It was HARD. Stress and grief is unkind to a body and my body took a hard hit. This used to be a fairly easy climb for me but today I earned the right to see that view.</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;"><i><b><span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">The day my husband passed away.</span></b></i></span><br />
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;"> There were days, seasons, years where our life together was a DIFFICULT climb. </span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;"> Messy. Sometimes downright UGLY. Days when I wanted to quit and everything in me was screaming, "</span></span><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">"CLOSE ENOUGH! You fought a good fight. But here is where we bow out." </span></span></span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">The hard seasons. The days that ended with both of us in tears with no answers. </span></span></span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">But I was in it to finish it. </span></span></span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">Quitting was not an option. </span></span></span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">I can't say I finished well. I can't say I didn't make mistakes. </span></span></span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">I can't say that I loved him well everyday of our marriage. But when the rubber hit the road, when things got hard, we didn't quit. <br />Things we were believing for. Things we had prayed for. Things we had fought for....started coming to pass. </span></span></span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">Our final year was our very best year. </span></span></span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">I would have never known the thrill of the view had I quit halfway up the mountain. But there I stood. On the top of the mountain we had climbed together.</span></span></span></span><br />
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">That's where TRUE LOVE happens.</span></span></span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">In the staying.</span></span></span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">When things get hard to keep climbing- TOGETHER. </span></span></span></span><br />
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">As it crumbled all around me and I looked around at all the pieces asking God, "What now?" </span></span></span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">GRACE held my hand and one step at a time- SLOWLY- we started climbing again. </span></span></span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;"><br />That's the thing about grief. It takes its time.</span></span></span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">It's not in a hurry. These last 3 years I have been COMPLETELY, THOROUGHLY and TOTALLY undone. I've been challenged. I've grown. I've confronted some HARD things. Found my footing and started climbing again. </span></span></span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">I've gained perspective. and MOSTLY? I've felt the nearness of my Savior more than I ever have before. </span></span></span></span><br />
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">As I make my way back down the mountain (that's the EASY part.) I hear the lyrics play from my headphones, "By your Spirit I will RISE from the ASHES of defeat."<br /> <br />One. Step. At. A. Time.</span></span></span></span>From Caterpillars to Butterflieshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16049816861722051626noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-229237981234253136.post-54313051965499841192016-05-29T12:43:00.002-07:002016-06-01T15:56:08.590-07:00Facing the Hard Things<a href="https://1.bp.blogspot.com/-oTaAkfndTrM/U1EbNhwkzbI/AAAAAAAAHFI/uiEh2dNkH6MREHTlD-84MlwknRqaZN0cQCKgB/s1600/252583_388373187900723_1347349153_n.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="clear: left; float: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="https://1.bp.blogspot.com/-oTaAkfndTrM/U1EbNhwkzbI/AAAAAAAAHFI/uiEh2dNkH6MREHTlD-84MlwknRqaZN0cQCKgB/s1600/252583_388373187900723_1347349153_n.jpg" /></a><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">Life isn't easy. </span><br />
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">If you've lived any amount of time you've already discovered that.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">It's messy.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">It's trying.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">It's uncomfortable.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">It's HARD. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">Every day we are faced with tiny decisions that make up our entire day....each day laying up for us an entire lifetime.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">Do I eat this ice cream? Or do I choose vegetables or fruit?</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">Call in sick or go to work?</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">Go to bed or finish what I started?</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">Face new challenges or run away from them?</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">We want what's palatable. We want comfortable. We want EASY. We want to satisfy our cravings in this moment with little to no regard for its consequences tomorrow. </span><br />
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<a href="https://4.bp.blogspot.com/-Q9VPAvqEr6I/U0_oiOdJHJI/AAAAAAAAHEk/rIXv5mkgRgs2Ww0eLfosNRqncj3l6t5WwCKgB/s1600/walking-away.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="clear: left; float: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="278" src="https://4.bp.blogspot.com/-Q9VPAvqEr6I/U0_oiOdJHJI/AAAAAAAAHEk/rIXv5mkgRgs2Ww0eLfosNRqncj3l6t5WwCKgB/s320/walking-away.jpg" width="320" /></a><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;"><br />Then there are cross-roads decisions. LIFE changing, fork-in-the-road decisions that change your course and move you in a new direction. Sometimes those decisions are made with the purpose of undoing a bad one. To turn around when we've gone the wrong way. Sometimes those decisions take you in a NEW direction. With little to no promise of its outcome. Only FAITH and the SPIRIT to guide you.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">Sometimes that direction is forced on you. Without permission or warning.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">SUDDENLY you are left with a broken heart and unanswered questions.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">These last 3 years for me and my family have been LIFE changing. LIFE altering. </span><br />
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">A SUDDENLY......and things were different. A looming "what now?" as I waited for God to show me what this is all supposed to look like now that my husband was gone. <br />And then there were all of the decisions...... </span><br />
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">Decisions I needed to make on behalf of myself, my children and our family.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">HARD decisions.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">PERSONAL decisions. Things I needed to confront and deal with before I could move forward. It got messy, hard and uncomfortable. God exposed things in me that needed to be exposed before I could move forward into the NEXT thing. Do I deal with them....knowing it would be uncomfortable, PAINFUL, messy and hard? Or do I bury it all somehow thinking I would be better off not facing and confronting those things that would one day keep me from being WHOLE and SATISFIED. Living in the center of peace?</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">I chose hard.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">I confronted the hard things.<br />I found ONLY life and restoration on the other side.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">Then there were the decisions about my children's future. </span><br />
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">The day I KNEW it was time for us to move.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">Every decision brought us to a new place.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">NOTHING familiar.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">Our home. My children's school. Our church.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">NEW beginnings.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">Surrounded by unfamiliar territory. HOPE in front of us...but a nagging fear. </span><br />
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">"Did I do the right thing?" "What if I missed this?" </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">But all I need to do is look around to know I followed HIM here. He was already here. <span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">He'<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">d already prepared a place <span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">for me<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">. I needed to be willing to <span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">leave comfortable<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">, safe and easy do the hard thing.</span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">My oldest leaned over today with a contented, satisfied smile on his face and said, "Mom. I LOVE our life."</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">When I was finally alone and thought about those words I found myself with tears running down my face. Only this time? It wasn't hurt. It wasn't grief. It wasn't confusion. It wasn't brokenness. I have cried those tears. Many times.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">These tears were tears of gratitude. An OVERWHELMING gratitude for what I've been through and where I find myself now. </span><br />
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">In the center of PEACE. </span><br />
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">I am</span> GRATEFUL for the HARD things. GRATEFUL for the dark places. GRATEFUL for the storms. In those times I only found Him nearer. He used those places to refine me, heal me, restore me, redirect me....</span><br />
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<a href="https://1.bp.blogspot.com/-WR3uCuC_AWQ/T-2q04Q-VmI/AAAAAAAAGgI/wOxEgnBU86ohYsQ7yu41SxbhR56VfmHYwCKgB/s1600/lift-up-the-cross_985_1024x768.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="clear: right; float: right; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 1em;"><img border="0" height="240" src="https://1.bp.blogspot.com/-WR3uCuC_AWQ/T-2q04Q-VmI/AAAAAAAAGgI/wOxEgnBU86ohYsQ7yu41SxbhR56VfmHYwCKgB/s320/lift-up-the-cross_985_1024x768.jpg" width="320" /></a><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">Do I expect easy tomorrow? <br /><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">No.</span><br />I expect it to be hard. Messy still. Sometimes uncomfortable.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">Life WILL be hard. It will hurt. There will be DARK places. Broken places.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">But I've learned this. NOTHING worth having is EASY. Sometimes the most BEAUTIFUL things come through the HARDEST and DARKEST times. Jesus knew that more than all of us.....but for the JOY set before Him....He ENDURED. He suffered. He knew that on the other side He would have done what He came for. I am not equating my suffering with His death on the cross by any means. But if we only had a GLIMPSE of the JOY He had set before US ..... the hard times would be a little more bearable. KNOWING that He always has our best interests at the center of His heart. Only GOOD things. For He's a GOOD Father and it makes the hard things worth it. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;"><br />Here's to living life to the FULL! </span><br />
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">No matter what it may bring!</span><br />
<br />From Caterpillars to Butterflieshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16049816861722051626noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-229237981234253136.post-14757793135799016402016-02-12T05:24:00.007-08:002016-02-12T05:30:47.754-08:00Miracles Happen in our Simple Offerings<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">God can display his power in fireworks and grandeur.</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">.<i><b>......But sometimes He uses fish and bread.</b></i></span></span></div>
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you are waiting for just the right moment, a sacrifice big enough, a
grand opportunity or a bigger stage .... the right words or a more
influential and louder prayer!. .......know this......</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;">Sometimes miracles happen in our most simple offerings.</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">The boy only had some fish and bread.</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">God didn't need anything more.</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">He didn't need a lofty and wordy prayer.</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">He didn't need a big platform.</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">He didn't need a person who had it all together. </span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">He didn't need a crusade....nor did He need to wait for a better sacrifice.</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">HE TOOK WHAT WAS AVAILABLE.</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;">He TOOK the ONE WHO WAS WILLING. </span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">He took the smallest offering.</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">.....And HE did the unexpected.</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">Friends....some days that's you have to give.</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">A tiny offering.</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">Some days all you can muster is a bit of strength and a small amount of WANT-TO.</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">Some days you start with little. </span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">And SOME days just as the day's begun....you wish you could start OVER. </span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">Those days have as MUCH potential for miracles as the BEST of days.</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">Those
days when your kids are golden and you have it all together. The days
when your offerings are GRAND and your strength is GREAT. </span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">At your weakest....your WORST days.....have potential for the GREATEST of miracles.</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">However INSIGNIFICANT to you....GO in the strength you HAVE.</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">GIVE the best you DO have in this moment.</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">An HONEST offering. A HUMBLE offering......</span></span></div>
<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">And allow God to make miracles out of the smallest things. </span></span>From Caterpillars to Butterflieshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16049816861722051626noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-229237981234253136.post-62510101517339917612016-02-04T06:35:00.003-08:002016-02-04T08:01:46.741-08:00There are no Shortcuts<br />
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">We come to resent the process. Longing to find a short cut. Wanting to forgo this leg of the journey. It's uncomfortable and HARD. Sometimes painful and exhausting. Grief. Transition. Unforeseen circumstances.....everyday LIFE. <span style="font-size: large;"><b>We try to navigate around what we are supposed to journey THROUGH. </b></span></span></span><br />
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;"> These were my thoughts this morning as I tried my hardest to find a way to AVOID the car rider line at my daughter's school. I conjured up shortcuts in my mind trying to find a way around it all. I decided at long last.....I had to do as all the other mothers had to do. Wait. </span></span><br />
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">When life gets uncomfortable the last thing we want to do is endure. We become restless and agitated and long to be ANYwhere but HERE. WAITING.</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">WAITING when things get uncomfortable. WAITING when things don't turn out the way we expected them to. WAITING when things get hard.</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b>You may not necessarily appreciate it now but what God is doing today is
preparation for tomorrow.</b></span> He's always one step ahead of you. </span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">It's in those moments we have to remind ourselves.....</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">God is at work.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">Preparing. Reshaping. Undoing things that needed to be undone.<br />Confirming things that needed to be confirmed. Sharpening our focus and shaping our vision. Fueling our faith and passion. There is work to be done in the waiting. </span><br />
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I have learned the secret to LIVING. Really living.<br />
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">CONTENTMENT. </span><br />
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">Finding the JOY in every moment. </span><br />
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">Discerning the seasons and surrendering to whatever the Lord may be doing in that moment.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">There is a time to be silent and listen.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">A time to speak.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">A time to live and a time to die</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">A time to move and a time to just be still.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">A time to build up and a time to tear down.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">And ther<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">e is a time for WAITING.</span> </span><br />
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">Sometimes it's uncomfortable. </span><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">Sometimes it's hard. </span><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">But He is <i><b><span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">a</span>lways moving you forward</span></span></b></i> into that hope and future He
planned for you long ago.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">Peace will come when you can surrender to {NOW} knowing that He is just as present and at work {HERE} as He is tomorrow. </span><br />
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">He is just as much HERE as He is THERE. </span><br />
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">There are no shortcuts.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;"><b>You cannot navigate around those things you must go through. </b><br />We must endure. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">But Praise GOD He stands with us and gives us strength when we become weary. </span><br />
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">All we need to do is look to Jesus....who endured the hardest thing and know that THIS moment though a necessary thing.....is temporary.</span><br />
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who both began and finished this race we're in. Study how he did it.
Because he never lost sight of where he was headed—that exhilarating
finish in and with God—he could put up with anything along the way:
Cross, shame, whatever. And now he's there, in the place of honor, right
alongside God. When you find yourselves flagging in your faith, go over
that story again, item by item, that long litany of hostility he plowed
through. That will shoot adrenaline into your souls!</span></span></span></span></span></span></h5>
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">I'm sure we've all heard that at some point in our lives. <b><i> It's what God told the Jews in exile. </i></b>Jeremiah 29 records the story of the Israelites' exile into Babylon. I can only imagine how <b><span style="font-size: small;">HELPLESS and HOPELESS</span> </b>they felt <b><i>being somewhere they did not feel they belonged.</i></b> <i><b> They weren't HOME and they certainly weren't in a <span style="font-size: small;">place of PROMISE</span>.</b></i> </span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><br />But this is what God said to them to ESTABLISH THEMSELVES THERE: <b>
“Build houses and settle down; plant gardens and eat what they produce.
Marry and have sons and daughters; find wives for your sons and give
your daughters in marriage, so that they too may have sons and
daughters. INCREASE in number there....do not DECREASE." If THAT wasn't
enough----they were to <span style="font-size: small;">seek the peace and prosperity of the city to which they were carried into exile.</span> Pray to the Lord for it, because <span style="font-size: small;">if it prospers<span style="font-size: small;">...</span>you too will prosper.</span>” </b>
...... they certainly didn't BELONG there. Nor did they want to BE
there. THIS was not their home. But God gave them specific
instructions. WHILE you're in *THIS PLACE*.....flourish. Be
productive. Be diligent. Keep moving. Life hasn't stopped. My
blessings haven't ceased. This isn't permanent. But while you're
here? You will PROSPER. Don't quit. BE....*FULLY*....HERE. And I
will bless you. They weren't meant to just SURVIVE in this place. <b>The
welfare of the place they found themselves (Babylon) was dependent upon
their attitude and willingness to DO what was in front of them to do </b>while they were there. *AND* it didn't come without promise......He says to them:<b>
"......then I will come and do for you all the good things I have
promised, and I will bring you home again. For I know the plans I have
for you, says the Lord. They are plans for good and not for disaster, to
give you a future and a hope. I will end your captivity and restore
your fortunes. I will gather you out of the nations where I sent you and
will bring you home again to your own land." </b> It wasn't a permanent
resting place. That season wasn't meant to last. There was a HOPE to
look forward to. A destiny ahead for them.....but they needed to be
FULLY present in the place they found themselves and continue to work
and be obedient to what God gave them to do. <span style="font-size: small;"><b>*HE* would see to it....*HE* would bring them into the place of PROMISE.</b></span> Their only requirement was to obey. I love this quote by Chuck Swindoll:<br /><i> <br />"Endurance
is not jaw-clenched resignation, nor is it passive acquiescence. It's a
long obedience in the same direction. It's staying on the path of
obedience despite counter-indications. It's a dogged determination to
pursue holiness when the conditions of holiness are not favorable. It's a
choice in the midst of our suffering to do what God has asked us to do,
whatever it is, and for as long as He asks us to do it. " </i></span><br />
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<span style="font-size: small;"><b><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">Every step you take to get to your Promised Land is a place of Promise.</span></b></span><br />
<span style="font-size: small;"><b><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">Keep that in mind you won't miss a THING he has stored up for YOU.</span></b></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">You may
find yourself in an undesirable place....and it's not what you expected
or what you were promised. This too shall pass. <i><b>While you're in
this season allow the Lord to cause you to flourish and bless you and
cause you to walk in His favor....yes.....even in THIS place.</b></i>
Because even in THIS your testimony will be evidence that God is WHO He
says He is. He will continue to perform His word on YOUR behalf and
bring LIFE and prosperity even in *THIS* place you find yourself. <span style="font-size: xx-small;"><b>You're not here to merely SURVIVE. </b></span> <span style="font-size: small;">Be a GAME changer.</span>
He's still at work. He's still moving. Being patient in waiting
doesn't mean that you quit until conditions are in your favor. You keep
at it. You keep pressing forward. And hold on to hope. An <span style="font-size: small;"><b>unshakable, unwavering, tenacious HOPE</b></span>...<i><b>.that God will bring you into EVERY GOOD THING He's destined for YOU. </b></i></span>From Caterpillars to Butterflieshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16049816861722051626noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-229237981234253136.post-54223634434561730342015-12-30T10:01:00.001-08:002015-12-30T10:01:04.294-08:00When you think things will never change<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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It's so easy to surrender to hopelessness thinking nothing is ever going to change. Wondering how much more you can bear. Thinking the next wave is the one that's going to take you under. It hurts so much and you wonder how much more it will hurt before the tides turn....how much time will pass before things looks different.<br />Panic sets in and we see no hope for change.<br /><br />Here's the beautiful thing about faith.<br />PERSPECTIVE.<br />He is working ALL things together for your good. He has an eternal perspective. A kingdom perspective. His vantage point is greater than ours because He IS....the beginning and the end and every moment in between. That's why we can rejoice in this moment here because we KNOW.....no matter what it looks like. No matter what we are feeling. This. Is. Temporary.<br />God is not bound by time.<br />You may FEEL you cannot endure a moment more but He knows. <br />In an instant things will change. In His perfect timing. When He has finished His work. <br />We become bitter and come to resent the process but this moment is nothing compared to what He's going to do.<br />Hold on to HOPE .<br />We don't have to see it to believe it.<br /><br />For our light, momentary affliction (this slight distress of the passing hour) is ever more and more abundantly preparing and producing and achieving for us an everlasting weight of glory [beyond all measure, excessively surpassing all comparisons and all calculations, a vast and transcendent glory and blessedness never to cease!], Since we consider and look not to the things that are seen but to the things that are unseen; for the things that are visible are temporal (brief and fleeting), but the things that are invisible are deathless and everlasting.<br />2 Corinthians 4:17-18 <br />From Caterpillars to Butterflieshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16049816861722051626noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-229237981234253136.post-5885249371470205132015-12-12T04:41:00.002-08:002015-12-12T04:41:34.132-08:00Hope Doesn't Disappoint<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">HOPE doesn't disappoint.........</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"> but I sure do feel the heartache of GREAT disappointment sometimes. My faith is such that I just EXPECT.....I expect God to show up and do what He does best. Surprise me with His GOODNESS. I will admit I have questioned His goodness. His methods. His timing. What it is He is up to. I've EXPECTED things to turn out a certain way and when they don't? Disappointment hurts all the more. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">HOPE doesn't disappoint......so why do I feel so disappointed? Why does this hurt so much? WHY didn't this turn out the way I EXPECTED?<br /><br />It is in that moment I am gently reminded.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-ApYStjmOH7o/VmwVTXb3o6I/AAAAAAAAa8A/Ey4aReXN-tc/s1600/133183_1762897790231_6051869_o.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="clear: right; float: right; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 1em;"><img border="0" height="320" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-ApYStjmOH7o/VmwVTXb3o6I/AAAAAAAAa8A/Ey4aReXN-tc/s320/133183_1762897790231_6051869_o.jpg" width="302" /></a>I only see in part. </span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">I only see a small fragment of the picture. </span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">But GOD....in His GREATNESS. In HIS GOODNESS......sees those things that I cannot see.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">He sees the beginning. He sees the end. And He sees those moments in between. </span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">I expect based on my limited reasoning and my limited knowledge.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b>Waiting....</b></span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b>HOPING.....</b></span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b>Anticipating......</b></span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">My friends.....never forget that GOD IS GOOD. </span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">If things don't turn out the way you expected.....He is STILL GOOD.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">If things aren't going your way. If everything and everyone seems to be against you......</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">This ONE thing is TRUE HE is very much FOR you. You have GOD of the ANGEL ARMIES working on your behalf and if GOD be for you, who or WHAT could ever stand against you?</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;"><i style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-size: x-large;">He's committed to your journey and committed to the process. </i></span>
<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;"><span style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-size: xx-small;"><br /></span><span style="background-color: white; color: #141823; line-height: 19.31999969482422px;">He will never bring you to a place only to abandon you half way.</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #141823; line-height: 19.31999969482422px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #141823; line-height: 19.31999969482422px;">He will ALWAYS finish what He started.</span></span><br />
<span style="color: #141823; font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;"><span style="line-height: 19.3199996948242px;">He NEVER leaves a job half finished.</span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #141823; font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;"><span style="line-height: 19.3199996948242px;">He WILL perfect all that concerns you.</span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #141823; font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;"><span style="line-height: 19.3199996948242px;">We
respond to pain and inconvenience as if it's an eternal matter. As if
"this moment in time" is all there is. But how quickly we lose
perspective and forget that these matters are inconsequential compared
to the work He is DOING. </span></span><br />
<span style="color: #141823; font-family: Helvetica, Arial, lucida grande, tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 14px; line-height: 19.31999969482422px;"><br style="background-color: white;" /></span></span><span style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">When He delivered the Israelites from Egypt </span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;"><b>*He did it with the END in mind.*</b></span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;"><span style="color: #222222;">He
wasn't going to free them from slavery and then leave them fend for
themselves in the wilderness to find their OWN way to their promised
destiny. </span></span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">He </span><span style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;"><b>*SUSTAINED*</b></span><span style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;"><b> </b>them </span><span style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">in</span><span style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;"> the wilderness. </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;"><span style="background-color: white; color: #222222;">He</span><span style="background-color: white; color: #222222;"> *LED*</span><span style="background-color: white; color: #222222;"> them<b> </b></span><span style="background-color: white; color: #222222;"><b>*through*</b></span><span style="background-color: white; color: #222222;"><b> </b>the wilderness. </span><br style="background-color: white; color: #222222;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #222222;">It He went to so much effort to rescue then <b><i>would He not deliver them and then see it through to COMPLETION?</i></b></span><br style="background-color: white; color: #222222;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #222222;">And so it is with you!!!</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #222222;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #222222;"><b><br /></b></span></span><span style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">He is always up to something. He is <b><i>ALPHA and OMEGA. </i></b> The beginning and the END and <span style="font-size: medium;">*ALL the moments in between*</span></span><span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;"><span style="background-color: white; color: #222222;"><b><br />If
He went to so much effort to SAVE you. RESCUE you. REDEEM you.....would
He not take as much care to PROTECT and DEFEND the investment He's made
in YOU?</b></span><br style="background-color: white; color: #222222;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #222222;">He paid a HIGH price for you my friend!!!</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #222222;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #222222;">Signed, sealed and delivered.....</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #222222;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #222222;">You are HIS. </span><br style="background-color: white; color: #222222;" /><span style="background-color: white;"><span style="color: #222222;">He
will PERFECT all that concerns you. Bring you into EVERY good thing
He's promised you and not for ONE moment in your journey will He forsake
you. </span></span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><span style="background-color: white; color: #222222;"></span></span><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><br />These disappointments don't deter His plans for you. He is not hindered by circumstances. He is not limited by time nor has He changed His mind about you or His thoughts towards you. He has not changed His plans. </span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">He is STILL on course. He is STILL working towards the GOOD things He has planned for you and HE WILL SEE them through to finish what He started. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b><a href="https://1.bp.blogspot.com/-9iJhfQrIjwQ/VmwVWBvUqjI/AAAAAAAAa8I/2bqB-h5LL_s/s1600/131490_1762330016037_4288239_o.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="clear: left; float: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="240" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-9iJhfQrIjwQ/VmwVWBvUqjI/AAAAAAAAa8I/2bqB-h5LL_s/s320/131490_1762330016037_4288239_o.jpg" width="320" /></a>HOLD ON TO HOPE. It will NEVER disappoint. </b></span></span>From Caterpillars to Butterflieshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16049816861722051626noreply@blogger.com0